confused

payback

Ray
Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Work hard for what you want because it won't come to you without a fight. Life is full of happiness and tears; be strong and have faith. Be strong, be fearless, be beautiful.
All i can do is repeat those words back and fourth it was the last words my mother said to me after being murder by my father enemy.
I cant believe after being raise by a strong woman i still failed as a man looking at the man i become in this dark wicked world.
I can hear my mama now ray get ur ass in here and you bet not never put your hands on a woman and yet i disappoint her all i can think about was how bad i did t i need to get my girl back.
Interrupted by a laughter i look around to see the man that did the love of my life bad.
"Wassup bitch ass nigga
The only bitch i see is you"i laughed
Lol o you think u funny mr big shot lets see how funny when your bitch ass is dead.
I thought to myself i have shit to live for my girl gone n this lying hoe who supposed to be my bm set up so i said the first thing that came to my mind
"Kill me
Ur wish is my command" Leo said
 
And with those words bullets was fired to my chest and to my head.

I felt death is near
"Son
Mother
I see you got ur self into a bad situation and it cost you to be here but you are a strong man and u can pull through anything.
But mom i have nothing to live for
Ur wrong son you have that beautiful women tasha and that beautiful little boy of yours is so handsome
Wait what boy the baby tasha had she had a misscarge.right?
Son i think you to visit tasha but you can't do that unless you be strong and fight this.

Doctor he is breathing...

Wait did tasha really lose the baby