confused

chapter 18

Ray
"Heyy daddy baby"i looked at my son
This is once gonna be a man and i will make it my business that he wont be like me.
Damn!how tf did i. Fuck up my life like this.it wasnt suppose to be this way at all.aint no way i was supposed to meet my son like this i wanted to cut his umbilical cord i wanted so see him come out fuck" i said as i kick the night stand mad and anger as hell

"Babe
Hey wassup peaches
Well damn whats wrong with u
You"i mumble
Wait what did you say
Nothing peaches what you want
Well i was telling you about my little sit down with your baby mama tasha"

Wait did i just hear that correctly did she tasha like damn its always some shit like why the fuck these two meet up shit dealing with peaches the only thing i can think of is bull shit.

"Well how did that go peaches
Well it was ok i just had to let that bitch. Kno who the fuck i was
didnt i just tell YOU watch your mouth peaches
You kno what ray fuck you and her
Yall both keep acting like im the bad person when all i did was get sucked in by your lies that you told me you was the one who said you was leaving her and now im labeled as the pregnant hoe who is a home wrecker and that never was the fucking case"she scream and cried

Damn she was right i. Did blaim her but it was my fault for leading her on i love. Peaches dont get me wrong she fine and sexy as hell and she give me what i want and she ride or die but im in love with tasha thats who got my heart and my first child i just need to stop playing with these females heart and let them know how i feel about them im tired of living this double confused life its time to set this straight its now or never....