For Ever Unknown

You wonder why i am like this.......

Why i hide my smiles.......

Why i hide my tears.......

Why i don't trust you.......

Why i despise you.......

Why i think so little of you.......

Why i ignore you.......

You turn to me and ask.. with a sarcastic evil smile that will never make you feel good inside:

" Why can't we be friends?...."

"Why can't you tell me where you meet all your FRIENDS?...."

"Why can't you just tell me where you HANG?....where you spend your WONDERFUL weekends?..."

You laugh about it inside,

With a thrill you annoy me,

Scold me and try to make me mad,

You turn to your friends,

You whisper, 

You laugh,

You ignore the daggers coming out of other eyes...

For this i will never forgive you,

When you stabbed me in my bleeding heart,

When you did hurt me where it already hurt,

You know i can't have friends,

You know i can't even "hang",

You know i can't even breathe,

I am trapped in a transparent box,

Watching every body have a life while i don't,

Screaming,

Shouting,

Giving up,

I finally see i can't have a life,

I have no parents,

I have no home,

I just lay there in a place unseen,

An orphan trapped in a world,

Where to every body he will forever be unknown

 well that's it