When we got back to the hotel I ran to my room and sat on my bed but before that I locked the door. I started thinking 'what to do, what to do' after a while I thought we'll I guess I'm gonna sing.
I grabbed my guitar and started strumming the guitar then started to sing Human By Christina Perry. "Cause I'm only Human and I bleed when I fall down I'm only Human" I sang.
I started getting really into it when the song ended. I stopped and sat the guitar back in its case and stood up opening the door but all the Guys and Mahogany rolled in instead. I said "Were you guys listening to me" they said "Yeah but don't get mad" I said "I'm not mad but you guys shouldn't have done that I didn't want people to know I sing" I looked down when someone lifted my chin up.
I looked at them and saw it was JJ he said "You have a beautiful voice but don't worry we're not gonna tell anyone" I smiled and said "Thanks I guess guys" I stood up an walked out the door before anyone followed me.
I started sprinting when I knew they opened the door I sprinted to the door that said "Stairs" I ran all the way up them. I stopped and opened the door at the top I crawled out the window that was behind the cleaning stuff because I'm in the Janitors closet.
I sat on the roof and just thought how did I forgive them? Why would they want to be friends with someone like me! I'm ugly! I'm stupid! I'm worthless! I'm fat! I yelled out "Why do they like me" I started freaking out a little.
I was crying but stopped when I heard the window open. I looked over and saw Carter. He looked at me and walked over to where I was sat and said "Why'd you run out like that" "I just needed to think and be alone for a little bit" he said back "We'll I'll stay with you" I smiled at him and said "It's okay I'll be fine" he said "Still staying out here" I laughed but then forgot why I was out here.
I started thinking about why they like a Worthless, Fat, Slut, And a Bitch. I started tearing up thinking about it he said "Are you okay?" I mumbled "No" he said back "What" I yelled "No I'm not okay" I got up an ran back inside and down the stairs again and out the front door.
I hid in an Alley and stayed there till I fell asleep....
