The Heart Wants What It Wants

Chapter-2

I went on with my life. I was broken hearted and it took me awhile to move on. I deleted all our pictures and everything that reminds me of him. I met some guys but I never had a serious Relationship after Drake.

I got a job after I graduated. Then after 1 year I got promoted and kailangan kong mag Transfer  sa office namin sa Manila. When I was in Manila, I met my co-worker Jasmine. She's beautiful and sweet then we became best of friends. Meron siya na-mention sakin na before sya na before daw siya pumunta dito sa Manila Nag work siya before sa Australia at doon niya na meet ang kanyang boyfriend and engaged na silang dalawa. Best friends ko si Jasmine but it's kinda different typical na mag bestfriend kami because in terms of personal life like Love life, family at iba pang personal Things. Were more on things nga ganahan mi.

 We go out together, we go shopping. 

We've been like that for almost 5months.

  One time we were eating lunch nag-share siya sakin and I can really see in her eyes na kinikilig talaga siya. She told me na pupunta daw dito sa  Pinas yung fiance niya. At that time we started to talk on personal things. I became curious kung ano ang mukha sa iyang boyfriend niya then she showed me her phone. When I saw the pic.

 I WAS SHOCK.

 I knew the guy. I knew him. 

He was Drake, my ex. 

When I saw his picture with Jasmine, I felt like I'm about to collapse. I looked at his face, his lips, his eyes and for me he was still the same man years ago. The moment i saw the picture I act like I didn't know him. I tried to stay normal as possible as I can so that Jasmine won't noticed.

That same day I went home to my apartment, I found myself crying and I don't know the reason why.   

  Why am I crying?

 It's not like he cheated on me! 

Wala na kami hindi ba?

 So ano ang kinakaiyak ko?

 Naka move on na ako sa kanya hindi ba?

I don't know what to do.

The next thing I knew I was looking at our pictures. Before i tried to delete them but I just can't do it. Nasasave ko sa photobucket pero yung folder sa aming Picture sa house ko nadelete. This time mas umiyak pa ako. Ang SAkit. Nag flashback yung mga memories naming dalawa at para na akong mabaliw. I questioned myself. 

"Nakamove-on na ba talaga ako sa kanya?"

 I think no.

 A part of me still yearns for his love, his hug and everything. But what kills me at this moment is that knowing he loves someone already and that someone is my bestfriend. They don't have wedding plans yet but engaged. So that means anytime from now they will surely tie the knot. And I know that one day I will definitely receive the scariest invitation card in my whole life.  

  The next day before going to work I prayed to God that hopefully I can control my emotions. I won't change para hindi makahalata si Jasmine. I want to stay as normal as I can. When I arrived at the office everything was fine. Chika2 kami and never akong nag mention sa kaniyang fiance. After that day I went home and may pumasok sa isip ko. Me and Jasmine are friends on facebook.My old facebook before i delete cause right after our break up i didn't use fb for almost a year. I created a new account and tbh I was not so active in facebook compared to twitter. Naka desisyon akong mag-Stalk. I opened Jasmine's profile and when I scrolled down. There's this one photo taken in Palawan, I was wearing a black bikini and Jasmine was wearing a bra plus shorts. The caption was