Just a Fling~~~

#Drunken Truths#

Yesterday's get together not only was a serious issue for our male leads but also for the members, since few things happened at that time that they regret now...

Bambam's POV


I hope Yug doesnt remember last night. He will be embarrassed..and not talk to me properly, so I wont tell him. I am little bit awkward around him, thats why I thought spending time with members might ease this tension. The sleep overs in my house were fun, and I loved spending time with him. He is my best friend, but lately I feel sort of nervous around him..his behaviour is little off. To top it all off, last night he got drunk and slept hugging me. I dont mind the hug though, later when I got up to use the bathroom, he had woken up , he was still drunk though.. 'Bambammmm......he called me near and squished my cheeks together and leaned in to peck my lips lightly..' I couldnt even  react to this, since he fell asleep the next second. I dont know what to make of this..But I dont want anything to ruin my friendship with him. So unless he brings it up, I wont ask him.


Mark's POV


I went to my room after meeting Jinyoung. He looks well now. being with JB suits him..they look happy together, though they cant publicly date. They seem contend with each other. I dont want to feel envious of them, but I cant help myself.. I long for that kind of relationship, where you know each other so well, fight with them, take care of them when they are sick... I had few relationships in the past, but none had worked out. I cant even allow myself to like the person I am with now.. Guess it my destiny..to travel through life alone. I am going to talk with my mom, hope that will change my mood. I took my phone out for the first time that day to call my mom.

Mark threw his phone, when he saw the notifications. 'What the helll!!!!' he shouted. Since Jinyoung came to drink water, he heard him from the kitchen and rushed to him. 'Hyung what happened ?? are you hurt?' he came and checked him for injuries. Mark was frozen, he just pointed at his phone, which now lay on the ground. Jinyoung went and picked it up, miraculously it had survived..so when he switched it on, he saw the screen and was shocked. 'Hyung... why. you. what. is this? Taehyung????' Mark got moving, he closed the door and made Jinyoung sit on his bed..'Jinyoungie now listen to me, you must never say about this to anyone..not even JB..' he told him. 'But ...Taehyung?? Is he Tae of BTS...' Mark just nodded.. 'You and him?' At this Mark got irritated..'Why Jinyoung, cant I be with him? Am i not worthy enough to be with him?' Mark hotly went on... Jinyoung held up his hand..'Stop Stop, I didnt mean it like that.. I thought your lover was someone from outside our industry, not from our very own friends' 'Oh..! sorry' Mark smiled sheepishly. 'So whats this hyung... does he love you?'  'Its complicated Jin, I cant explain anything now, since I myself dont know how i feel.. Please maintain this a secret till then..' 'You can trust me hyung' Jinyoung said and bid him good night.

Mark's POV


Jinyoung finding out is not a bad thing.. but still this notification bothered me. When I opened the messages, I saw that I had drunk messaged him lots of rubbish. there was one that said..'I lub yu' OH SHIT! I am not going to drink hereafter.. Why did I text him !@@!@ His reply made me tense more.. 'I love you too' Like what is that supposed to mean?! He cant love me. I am not going to reply to his message. Let us clarify when we meet next time..I wont be able to sleep tonight, but I ll try since we have practice tomorrow.


Yugeom's POV

Yesterday night was a disaster. I nearly kissed bam. That would have ended in a disaster. He was my best friend..my bro.. I knew that I felt something deeper for him, since debut. But I cant show that to him. He has dated few girls but nothing serious though. I cant bring myself to say that I like him, it will make our friendship awkward and it may affect our work too. Jinyoung hyung , Jaebum hyung are very brave to date each other.. they have known each other since I was a kid. Their relationship is goals..I dont think I will find someone to love, since I cant think about anyone else but Bambam. Ever since he moved out I then realised what I felt for him was more than friendship or affection. It was Love..

I sleep over there often since I miss him a lot. I wish for a miracle to happen, for this year's  birthday wish 'I wished for him to understand my feelings without me telling them aloud' ..I would rather not confess and be with Bam than confess and be awkward or not talking with him for the rest of my life..I am a bit like that wishing for some things that may never happen... but I will cherish spending my time with him...even if he doesnt understand my feelings.

What Mark didnt know was, V was ready to move on to the next step in their relationship and he was talking steps to do that. Yugeom might get his miracle soon,  but there will be hard times.... As miracles are not always easy to comeby..