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I just wanted to talk about something...

I've watched so many videos of mobbing and.... Its making me insane.

Mobbing is a bad thing. Every time when I watched a video, when I see that one of my friends get bullied, when one of my friend is cutting  themselves, I can't feel but HATE towards those, who hurts innocent and kind people with such mean words.

I know its bad, since I got bullied bc of my Appearance. Some of them told me that I look ugly, that I am fat, that nobody cares about me. I cried a few days and one day, I decided to cut myself so I took a knife and I was about to cut myself when suddenly a force pushed the knife out of my hand and told me that I shouldn't listen to them, so I took the advice and it somehow worked.

I know that one day. When I was at the 6th grade, a special 'someone' went to my school bc he has done bad things at his old school. He decided to take my best friend away from me, earning her trust.
On the break, I told my best friend what he has done, but she didn't believed me, so she walked away from me and since then, she was only talking to 'him'.
After school, when I was waiting for my school bus, he walked up to me and told me that I'm the fattest person alive. I really wanted to punch his face but I tried to ignore him, he's pretty annoying.

The next day, I tried talking to my friend again, I accidentally screamed at her bc 'he' is telling lies about me. She cried during the lesson and the teacher noticed it. After that, my english teacher was very angry, I tried to talk to her but she just told me to shut my mouth.
Then the principal came and talked with my teacher about 'him', what he has done in the past, my best friend listened to them and then she apologized that she didn't believed me

After school, he came to me again and wanted to bully me again but then the boys of my class came to us and they told him to leave me alone, which he did.

So what I'm trying to say is.... That you, have someone to talk about the problems, its hard I know but they will believe you, bc they trust you and care for you like you're siblings!

I don't want to lose all of you because of mobbing and bullying. I already lost someone important.

I knew someone, she was a kind and pretty girl but she got bullied at school and her parents only took care of her small sister. She was very depressed so... She um.. Hang herself... She couldn't live in this world any longer... So..

Idk if my words help you or not but... If you need someone to talk, I'm always here to talk with all of you.. But I wanna make a promise of all of you who's reading this... Pls.... Even if its hard for you... Don't harm yourself,  don't listen to those mean comments, look forward and smile! That's what I am always doing. If someone that I know, that one of you is sad, I feel sad too and I feel hatred towards those who hurt you....

Soo..... I just wanna say...

Don't give up.... And look forward and smile.... Promise me that... Pls?