thanks to him.

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Sorry guys! I was at my cottage for a while and didn't have any wifi....

So I have added 3 new chapters for you!!!

-angie❤✌

P.S my Hayes Grier fanfic will be out soon❤❤❤❤

Desiree's P.O.V

"Soooooo" I say smirking at Alivia.

"So what?" she asks furrowing her eyebrows.

"CARTER!" I yell making everyone look at us.

"Shut up Desiree!" she says in a whisper.

The boys look away and start talking as Carter comes to sit beside Alivia.

"Hey babe" he says smiling at her.

"okay what's going on? are you two dating it something?" I say smirking.

Carter and Alivia look at each other.

"Yes" they say at the same time. Awwwwe. I want to be able to do those kind of things with Matthew. I start dozing off about our first date.

It was a warm Saturday in may and I was wearing my loose grey crop top, high wasted shorts, converse and my beanie. I curled my hair and did my makeup. I heard a knock on the door. I started to get 999999997 butterflies in my stomach. I heard a knock on the door again and realized that I have been staring at the mirror the whole time. I ran to the door and unlocked it. I say Matthew in a purple button down shirt with the signature khaki pants, along with his red vans. ZAYUMMMM. "woah" he says staring at me. I blush and manage to say "not to bad yourself mr. Espinosa."

He grabs my hand and I immediately felt sparks as we walked out the room hand in hand. We walked outside and drove to the bowling alley. We entered the building and he got me size 8 shoes. we put our shoes on and grabbed our bowling balls and entered our names in the computer.

*end of game*

"I WON" I yelled.

"no ya didn't your lying" he laughed.

"YEAH I DID MATTHEW" I laughed.

"Desiree?"

"yes"

"will you be my girlfriend?" I smiled, jumped in his arms,wrapped my legs around him and kissed him.

"what do you think?" I laughed.

"yes?"

"yes mr.espinosa!" I laughed.

*end of flashback*

"Hello?"

"Hello?"

"Earth to Desiree" I hear Carter say.

"Yeah sorry I was just daydreaming or something..." I say and then remembered that they were dating now.

"O MY GOSH CONGRATULATIONS" I say yelling at them. They laugh as Matt comes to sit beside me. I was about to hug him but I remembered that we weren't together at the moment.

Matthew look at me like he was sad.

"Can I talk to you?" he says getting up as I get up as well.

"yeah sure" I say as we both walk in the house to our room.

"I'm very sorry about what happened earlier to-" he says but I cut him off by smashing my lips on his.

"I love you" I say.

"I love you Matthew!"

"I love the Matthew Lee Espinosa!"

"I love you!" I finish by pulling him into a hug.

I was waiting for him to say that he loves me back but I didn't.

Did he not love me? Was I just over reacting? Does he not want me? Are my feelings not right? Why was I hurting inside?

I pulled away from Matthew and started walking backwards.

I didn't notice I was crying until I felt a tear land on my bottom lip.

I started running to the stairs.

"Desiree wait!" I heard him yell but didn't look back.

"Desiree please wait!" he yelled, this time running to me.

I kept on going until I was turned around to see the perfect face of Matthew Lee Espinosa. I tried to push him off but he was to strong for me.

"Desiree" he says with his eyes all red.

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