thanks to him.

thanks to him. 14

Desiree's P.O.V

Ally💋: hey baby❤

I throw the phone to the ground and grasp on the bedroom door and pull it open.

I ran down the stairs and it hit me, i got an anxiety attack. I crawled to the coffee table and took out 2 pills from the plastic bottle.

I shoved it in my mouth and I stood up. I went back up stairs and opened the bathroom door and locked it.

I opened a drawer and found a sharp blade. I put the blade in my hands and slid it across my wrist. It felt like I was letting out all my anger and sadness.

"Desiree open up!" I hear Hayes say.

"Hold on I'm just washing my face" I reply and wet my face with water.

I went in the drawer and got a bandage and placed it on my cut.

Then I go unlock the door.

Hayes rushes over to me

"I heard you crying in here Desiree, what were you doing? tell me the truth" he says.

"nothing" I lie as he holds up my left wrist and looks at me.

Now I'm practically sobbing in Hayes' chest.

"It-it hurts Hayes" I say crying.

"I know but he cheated on you Des! he doesn't deserve you" he whispers in my ear.

I lift up my head and kiss Hayes on the lips. I know it's wrong but I felt like I had to. I-I couldn't resist...

He kisses me back and after five seconds I let go. I can't do this!

I run downstairs and open the ftont door.

"DESIREE WAIT!!" Hayes yells running down the stairs.

"bye" I whisper and shut the door.

I run to a park near by and climb a tree that has a ladder attached to it.

I sit on a sturdy branch and lay my head on the body of the tree as I just think.

I loved Matthew.

I thought he loved me.

I can't believe he did this to me.

I can't believe I fell for such a jerk.

I just.

I just don't know anymore.

I get a text from Matthew...

matthew❤: Hey princess where are you?

Desiree: Don't call me that!

matthew❤: wait what?

Desiree: you don't know what I'm talking about?

matthew😞: no, I don't

Desiree: I've got one word for you.

matthew😞: what

Desiree: ally

Matthews P.O.V

Desiree❤☺: ally

SHIT

Ally was my old girlfriend... she was a slut so I dumped her. and she won't quit texting me! it's always the same

: hey baby❤

always the same. everyday...

She messed up my last relationship with Amanda and now she's gonna mess it up with Desiree.

Matthew: Desiree, it's not what you think! just please tell me where you are! pleaseeee!

Desiree❤☺: St. Agnes' park

I run out the door and to the park.

"Desiree?!"

"I'm here!" she says and I look up at her in a tree

I climb up the ladder and hug her. but she instantly shoves me off of her.

"Ex-expa-ain" she says tears forming in her eyes.

"Ally was my old girlfriend... she was a slut so I dumped her. and she won't quit texting me! it's always the same

: hey baby❤

always the same. everyday...

She messed up my last relationship with Amanda and now she's gonna mess it up with you and I don't want to lose you! I love you! I don't know what I would do without you! you know what I'm just a little fucked up kid that just doesn't know how to have a relationship... you don't have to forgive me" I say and start climbing down the ladder.

But then she stops me.

what's she gonna say?

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I didn't have much fun writing this chapter but yeah...

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-angie❤✌