Twisted Love || Completed ||

18

*the day before Jungkooks Wedding Y/n POV*

I still haven't answered Jimin yet but I decided my true feelings for him. But I won't be able to see him until tomorrow.

Hana: "here, this is the dress Jungkook wants you to wear tomorrow."

She sets it down on my bed and I thank her.

Hana: "you are seriously going to do this?"

I take a deep breath and let it all out before answering.

Me: "that's what good...friends are for..."

Hana: "but that doesn't mean you suffering!"

Me: "I'll be fine, Jimin said that he would be by my side the entire time."

Hana: "sooooo Jimin huh?"

She says raising her eyebrows.

Me: "we are just friends...maybe..."

Jin: "dinner is ready!"

And with that our conversation ends and we head downstairs.

Jin: "are you ready for tomorrow?"

He has his mouth full while trying to have a conversation but that's just normal when it comes to Jin.

Me: "I guess..."

I just pick at my food, I haven't been able to eat since I found a picture of me and Jungkook a couple days ago. It just hurts seeing how happy he was with me knowing that he if that happy with a new girl.

Chan: "y/n-ah, you need to eat..."

Me: "I'm just not very hungry, I had some leftover lamb skewers from Yoongi a little bit ago."

Lies.

Jin: "pass it over here!"

I laugh at Jin's obsession of eating even though he is skinnier than a board.

Me: "if you need me I'll be in my room..."

Hana: "Okay. We will be here if you need us."

I walk up to my room and just plop down onto my bed. I check my phone and see that Taehyung tried calling, so I call him back.

Tae: "Hello?"

Me: "is everything alright? You never call me."

Tae: "I was just wondering if you liked Jimin because he likes you a lot."

Me: "I mean...yeah I like him. He's a good guy, charming, and he's always there for me."

Tae: "that's good to hear. How are you doing by the way?"

Me: "I'm great!"

Lies.

Tae: "that's good to hear. You stopped doing bad things to yourself?"

Me: "H-how-"

Tae: "I saw your marks and they didn't look old I just wanted to make sure you okay now though and not doing that anymore. Which your not right?"

Me: "of course not..."

Lies.

Tae: "Okay...well I'm always here if you need to talk alright?"

Me: "I know. Hey Tae..."

Tae: "hm?"

Me: "can i come over real quick?"

Tae: "of course."

Me: "thanks...I'll be over in a second."

I hang up and slip out my window. I climb down the tree which is conveniently right by my window and walk to Taehyungs house. Me and Tae have never really been to close but we are always there for each other. After a short while i arrive to Taes house and ring his doorbell.

Tae: "Hey, that was fast."

He invites me inside and we go up to his room. His parents are never home so it doesn't matter what he does.

Tae: "so what's up?"

And that's when everything comes out, everything about my self hate/harm and not eating for multiple days.

Me: "I just don't know why I feel like this but I don-"

He cuts me off by pulling me into a hug and stroking my hair. I wrap my arms around his waist and lay my head on his chest.

Tae: "it's okay, I'm here. You don't need to do that."

Me: "but I don't know what else to do and your the only one that's knows so it's not like anyone could stop me."

Tae: "well now I'm going to stop you because I care about you and so does many other people. You don't deserve to live like this."

Me: "please don't tell anyone..."

Tae: "I-I won't. But what about Jimin or Yoongi? They are your best friends."

Me: "I know which makes it harder to tell them because they will freak out and go into protective mode."

I pull away from Tae a look at the ground.

Me: "thanks for listening and letting me tell you everything."

Tae: "that's what I'm hear for. But why did you decide to tell me? We aren't that close?"

Me: "your still my friend and since you already found out about it I thought I might as well confess everything to you."

Me: "well I should get going now. Chan, Jin, and Hana will get mad if I'm not home this late at night."

Tae: "Okay, well I'm glad you talked to me about this and you better stop. If not I will...I will...think of something to do to you."

We both laugh and then I hug him and say my goodbyes before leaving.