𝓎ℴ𝓊'𝓇ℯ 𝓂𝒾𝓃ℯ ~ 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃ℊ𝓁𝒾𝓍 𝒻𝒻

十六

•felix•
"Changbin... if he's breaking up with me... I need to tell you something I've been keeping from you since we met." Changbin just nodded,

I took a deep breath "I've liked you since we met... you make me happy, you've been there through everything, you are so cute, your stupid laugh is the cutest thing ever it makes my word light up, everything about you is amazing... I- i don't know changbin."

I looked at Changbin he was just standing there with a huge smile on his face, "Is that true?" I nodded, I didn't wanna hide my feelings for him anymore, he ran up to me and hugged me "I never thought I would never hear those words from your mouth"

He pulled away and locked eyes with me before leaning in closer and kissing me it was soft and innocent it then got more intense and was soon a makeout session, we finally pulled away for breath.

After away of trying to catch our breaths Changbin smiled, "You can stay here if you want, I don't care." I smiled and nodded, "I was already gonna ask..."

We decided it was a good time to fall asleep, it was almost 2 am, I took some of Changbin's sweatpants and put them on, I laid beside Changbin.

He smiled at me, "I'm really happy you came here tonight." I then remembered why I came... "Hyunjin..." I whispered low enough to where Changbin couldn't hear me, he looked at me confused I just nodded, "I am too."

He wrapped his arms around my body and pulled me closer to him, he kissed my forehead, he fell asleep quickly, I could hear soft snores coming from him.

I grabbed my phone that was on the other side of Changbin, I looked at my phone and saw I had texts and missed calls from Hyunjin, I slowly pulled Changbin's hands off me and slowly went of his room.

I walked to the living room and called Hyunjin, he answered quickly.

"Lix? I- I'm sorry, I lashed out for no reason you did nothing wrong. Please forgive me, I love you still."

I immediately regretted my choices of kissing Changbin, I regret telling him my feelings.

"I forgive you Hyunjin, it just hurts you lashed out at me, I didn't control him... I didn't tell him to kiss me."

It was silent, "I know Lix... I was just scared, I mean you used to have feelings for him, so I thought that since he kissed you, you would leave me..."

"Hyunjin, we've been together for five months, yeah I'll admit I used to have feelings for him but key word, used! He's my best friend."

Hyunjin was silent for a second, "Can you come over? I miss you and I wanna hug you, I wanna kiss my boyfriend please!"

I laughed, "yeah yeah, I'll be there soon! Love you." "I love you too Lix."

I ended the call and walked to Changbin's room, he was already up, staring at the ceiling "Oh, hey Bin- i" i was cut off, "So your feelings.. weren't true? So you told me you liked me, because you were scared that Hyunjin was breaking up you, because you didn't wanna be alone?!"

Changbin was sitting up, his gaze was dark and he raised his voice, i flinched, "You're leading me on! I've liked you since we met, you're breaking my heart being with him and not me!"

He was standing up now coming closer, it took all the confidence in me to raise my voice and yell back.

"It's your fault you idiot!" He looked shocked and shut up, "How stupid could you be to not see my feelings were there for you?! It was so obvious, I didn't cancel things with other people to hang out with you because you are my best friend, I did it because I loved having you around, you made me happy, it felt like you were the only one there for me, my feelings for you felt one sided! You not telling me your feelings for me is your fault! I've loved you since we met but your to stupid to see that Bin! You broke my heart everyday but I still supported you and I still loved you, all you can do is yell at me about how I lead you on!"

I was crying by now, "Lix..." "No! Fuck you Seo Changbin." I  put on my jeans and shoes and started walking out of Changbin's room before I felt Changbin grab my wrist and bring me back to him, our lips connected, I pushed him away and saw tears coming from his eyes.

"I'm sorry Lix... please don't leave..." I didn't want to leave, I wanted to stay with him but I couldn't, he broke my heart beyond its limit and I can't take it anymore.

"Goodbye Changbin." I walked out of his house and started going to Hyunjins.

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