𝓎ℴ𝓊'𝓇ℯ 𝓂𝒾𝓃ℯ ~ 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃ℊ𝓁𝒾𝓍 𝒻𝒻

十七

·felix•
While i was walking to Hyunjins he was crying... a lot.

i got to Hyunjins house, i slowly knocked and not even a second passed at the door was immediately opened, Hyunjin pulled him into a hug, "Lix- I'm so so sorry!" He could tell i'd had been crying.
"Hyunjin... it's okay, I'm still here aren't I?" i felt him nod, "i was just scared that you were gonna leave me."

i pulled away and looked at hyunjin, "You don't have to worry about that, Bin is my best friend, not my boyfriend, no one could replace you." Hyunjin smiled, "God Lix you're the best boyfriend anyone could ask for."

He connected our lips, it was a sweet quick innocent kiss.

hyunjin pulled away but frowned, "Why were you crying? What happened?" i didn't wanna tell him, i didn't want hyunjin to get mad at me again, i just shrugged, "what do you expect with me thinking you're gonna break up with me."

Hyunjin just smiled, we both walked to Hyunjins room and decided to talk to each other the rest of the night.

we finally fell asleep, around noon i woke up to his phone ringing, the ID said "bin" He left Hyunjin asleep and walked out to the living room and answered his phone.

"Felix...?" Felix didn't say a word, "Okay, just listen please. I'm sorry for getting mad, I'm sorry getting I'm sorry about everything, please forgive me."

"Changbin... I'm going to be honest my feelings for you are real, they are truly there. But I'm happy with Hyunjin, I can't hurt him like that. i truly love him too. I'm sorry binnie, just understand I can't leave Hyunjin."

"I know... i know Felix, have a good day." Then the line went dead.

i turned around and saw Hyunjin.

Shit, why does this keep happening to me, I'm just fucking up my life and happiness. Felix thought

"Hyunjin..." he just smiled, "I knew you still liked him... that's a bummer, I finally got with you, I've like you since freshman year, I was so happy that I finally got to be with you, but... I don't want to deprive you of your happiness, Felix... let's... let's break up."

Felix stood there not knowing want to say, "Hyunjin... I'm sorry, I truly am. I love you so much, and i was happy to be with you too, it's just my feelings for him never left even when I said they did. I don't wanna hurt you, I hate seeing you sad. Please don't hate me..."

Hyunjin nodded, "I don't hate you, I still love you of course... I always have and I always will, I promise but i want you to be the happiest you can be, these past five months we're amazing, thank you for truly loving me. Thank you Felix."

Felix felt a tear go down his cheek, all Hyunjin did was pull him into a hug, he then pulled away.

"One question before we officially break up..." Felix just nodded, "Can I have one last kiss?" Hyunjin asked giving his sweet smile, he was to the point of crying as well. Felix just smiled and nodded, they shared one last kiss and agreed to still be best friends, and still agreed to love each other.

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(A/N) sorry for all the hyunlix shippers (lowkey me but I'm more of changlix shipper)