The new girl (a Y/N+jungkook ff/ BTS ff) ••COMPLETED••

The new girl 14 (in a dark corner, while the light slips away)

I ran into the bathrooms closest to the dance room and locked myself in a stall. Jisoo ran after me.

Jungkooks POV

Y/N ran out of the dance room and she was tearing up before she left.....
Yanno let me talk to you! Ugh.

Y/Ns POV

I had locked myself in a stall and sat on the floor burring my face in my knees and I started crying trying to keep silent. "YANNO!!!! Open up!!!" Jisoo says running into the bathroom and going to my stall. (It was the only one closed so she knew I was in that one)

I kept quiet but the tears running down my face. "Please Y/N-ah...open up let me talk to you." She said standing at the door of the stall. "(Sniff) (exhale) I'm fine I just couldn't breathe in there." I say trying to have no emotion in my voice. "No your not open up now or I'm claiming under the stall door" she says in a serious tone. I keep quiet and she finally says, "Welp I'm coming in" and climbs under the stall door. She sits next to me and I keep my face in my knees. "Yanno-ah...jungkook doesn't deserve you....he doesn't matter anymore...he-he's a bitch ass lil bastard and he doesn't deserve your lo-" I interrupt he by hugging her and crying into her shoulder. She hugged me and we stayed like that for the rest of the period.

After the bell rang Jisoo helped you clean up and you changed back into your normal clothes. You were getting ready to go him and started walking away from your locker when someone grabbed your hand and pulled you towards then. When I saw who it was I trued to run but he pulled me back.

It was jungkook.

"Y/N please let me explain to you!" He says still holding my hand. " SO WHAT!? SO WHAT JUNGKOOK?! YOU CAN TELL ME IT WASNT WHAT I LOOKED LIKE!!" I yell because I was so done holding my anger from him and if he was going to do this he was going to get a awakening from me. "Yanno I-" I interrupt him by saying, "NO JUNGKOOK YOU DONT HAVE THE FUCKING PROMOTION TO CALL ME YANNO AFTER EHAT YOU DID! YANNO IS RESERVED FOR PEOPLE WHO I CAN TRUST AND I CAN LOOK AT WITHOUT TEARING UP! Do you know how much I cried!? Do you know how much I loved you!!? Do you know how many FUCKING THINGS I TRUSTED YOU WITH?!?! I NEVER TRUST PEOPLE THAT FAST BUT I THOUGHT YOU FUCKING LOVED ME!!! I THOUGHT that you would never hurt me! I THOUGHT I-...I thought I was good enough.....(I start to tear up and I feel a tear fall down my cheek) BUT APPARENTLY IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU..." I say looking at jungkook as another tear falls down my face. "Y/N....please" He says in a soft voice.

"PLEASE WHAT JUNGKOOK!!!!??? Nah it's okay I get it..your a playboy and you'll always be a playboy. And that's fine just any part of that, leave. Me. The. FUCK! Out. Of. It! I HAVE BEEN HURT SO MANY TIME JUNGKOOK! So many!! I had no one! No one to rely on and then I found you. I thought that I could trust you with my whole heart!! I GAVE YOU MY WHOLE HEART!! I finally felt loved! After my dad died my mom basically cut me off and married her work. And so I have fucking no one! No one to cry to at night when I needed someone. No one to sleep with when I was scared. No one..no one to hug...(tears start falling more) no one to talk to...no one to...to tell that I was suicidal.......for years I lived in a corner of complete darkness as the light slipped farther and farther away and I was helpless......then I met you. I instantly fell in love with you...I met you and you were funny, kind, cute, handsome, and someone I could love and talk to......I-I felt safe when you hugged me...and when you kissed me it felt like the whole world stoped and it was only me and you....and your cute bunny smile....uhh it made my heart skip a beat. (A slight smile comes on my face) And when ever I would think of you I would think of those things........and...and then (my smile disappears) now. Now I think of you and I think of you and Irene kissing.....in the English room at 4:21pm after school....when I saw you the whole world stoped and I instantly went back to that corner....of darkness...and loneliness.....(I close my eyes tightly and tears fall down) so, no jungkook...I won't let you explain because I can't handle what you will say. I don't need an explanation...I need space...space from you...and all the pain you bring me too. Don't try to text or call me again. I won't reply ever again. Even better you want see me ever again. " I say and I run out of the school and to my car. And then drove away.

Jungkooks POV

I was so in shock in what Y/N said....she..she w-was suicidal.....if she could her what happened! Just hear what actually happend! Oh god!!! Y/N don't hurt yourself!!! I start getting worried and told BTS what she told me, and how she said I won't reply ever again. And even better you won't see me ever again. And Yoongi, who she had connected with a lot over losing everyone and everything in your life. And all that, he said he would go to her house and talk to her.

Y/Ns POV

I got home and I was so done with life. I was so done with everything. A this moment I wasn't thinking of anyone. I was thinking about how much I want my dad back. How much I missed him....and how I had no one. I was still crying and i walked to the kitchen crying and thinking of everything bad in my life...and how I could end all of the pain. And end everything would be perfect once I was with my dad again.

I went to the medicine cabinet in my kitchen and took out, sleeping pills and put 14 of them in my hand. And got a class of water and I took the pills. I went upstairs and I danced in my dance room I have in my house.

When I was dancing I felt...happy for a minute. Then everything went black and then I was in this lake. This huge beautiful lake.

*The lake

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YOONGI's POV

I walked in her house and the door was unlocked....weird. "Yanno?!" I yell coming into the house. I listen and I hear music coming from the dance room she has to I go to check on her. When I go in I see Y/N completely out on the floor with the music still playing. She wasn't moving and it didn't look like she wa breathing.

"OH MY GOD Y/N!!!!!" I say running up to her to she is she's breathing and she wasn't.

I immediately call 911.

"Hello this is 911 what is your emergency?" Said the girl on the phone. "HELLO ITS MY FRIEND SHES NOT BREATHING!" I yell at the girl. "Okay where do you live?" She asks calmly. "*insert where you live*" I say. "Okay the ambulance will be there in less then a minute. "Thank you" I say and hung up.

I stayed with Y/N until the ambulance got there. Be for they got here I said. "Come on Y/N fight! Stay here! Don't quit now your way to young to quit! Say here for me! For BTS! For jungkook! For your mom! Stay for Lisa, Jennie, Jisoo, and Rose! Don't go please! I can't lose you too Yanno!!! You mean a lot to me! More than you know!! More than you know!!! Your my friend and I can't lose another person in my life