Never enough // Ashton Irwin

Chapter 1 - My name is Flossy

My name is flossy... Okay it's Florence but I hate my name.

I'm originally from England but moved to Australia around a year or so ago!! I wish there was a way to turn back time or if I had a tardis I could perhaps go back in time like Rose did to meet her father which was one of my favourite episodes. As you can tell I'm a little bit geeky and I listen to a variety of different bands from Blink 182 to Red Hot Chilli Peppers. I'm a virgin well kinda as I lost it involuntarily to him.. My 'father'

I'm 18 turning 19 on 16th May and I don't really like celebrations tbh.

My best friends are Michael clifford and Laura James they have been there for me since day one and have stuck with me all the way through the abuse and rape. I love them and I may have had a crush on Mikey but tried to ignore it basically ... Who could ever love me after I did that stupid bitch ass thing..

......Called attempting suicide. I'm very selfish I know.

I've had depression for many years and suffered in damn silence but I can't deal with it anymore I just want to give up do you understand. I haven't had a boyfriend.

I've attempted suicide once and more than happy to do it again because I'm not needed in this fucked up society at all. Not me. I was raped at the age of 14 by him.

I want to restart my life but I can't because there's no such thing as time travel.

I'm happy when I'm sad and sad when I'm happy.

Well lemme introduce you to my story about what went on to make me who I am now....