Komine/love can cause pain

He can't know

Lumine pov

Actually give me five minutes i need to change.i walked out the room to go get dressed I just threw on a twenty one pilots hoodie (sorry I had to there my fav band)and some jeans. I walked out koldy was right there leaning on the wall next to my door it sent a little jolt in body I have to admit it scared me a bit but luckily he didn't notice.when we dot to the car I asked where he wanted to go.ummm dinesty(it actually is a real restaurant if ya didn't know).

//Timeskip//

Koldy pov

When we arrived we stepped out of the car and went in it was a bit chilly out I should've worn a hoodie. we found a table and sat down lumine was looking at the menu he looked tierd. Hey lumine ya he still has his eyes on the menu. You never get lazy in the morning so why's today different.well first of all I'm tierd and plus I always cook.well I would cook if I was good at it. aww you think I'm a good cook he said with a playful voice no thats not I ment so you don't think I'm a good cook he said with a smirk that not what I ment stop twisting my words. Ok I'll stop I looked away from him and to my menu but couldn't help but smile waiter came I ordered bluederry pancakes lumine ordered an omelet. When the waiter walked away we started talking about normal stuff but then I asked about a topic I know lumine hates talking about

Lumine pov

We were talking quet awhile I froze when koldy asked about my history before I started living with his family.koldy you know I hate talking about this. I know but I'm curious. Can we change the topic.come on lumine. //Flashback//run lumine my mother screamed as  are home was being destroyed but I couldn't move I was to scared but then  some kind of sharp object came twords mye but my father jumep over me in wolf form to protect me. He crabed me bye the scruff with his teeth and started running //end of flashback//no koldy stop asking I started to snap. It's painful enough to even remember I wisperd.

Time skip

Koldy pov

When we started to leave I noticed lumine was a bit off.when we got to inside the car I started staring at him without knowing. What... koldy what. Huh u were stareing  ya I was just trying to figure you out. What he said confused I. Trying to think of theorys of why u won't tell me.fine god he started to explain in my mind I was happy that I finally get to find out but then I realized how hard it must of been for him  I ended up hugging him and I said I'm so sorry he hugged back when we let go I looked in his eyes  I never noticed how cool they were. Should we go home or somewere elsehe asked umm how about we go home k.

Lumine pov 

 when we got home I went to my room a couple hours later  I herd a knok  come in I said  I didn't care to look up from my phone  until the person I looked over and I saw koldy with tears in his eyes.koldy I question with concernhe still just sat there I crawled  to sit be hind him like I did yesterday (aka last chapter) is it about Mia I asked he handed me me his phone and there was a pic of Mia and her what seems to be her new boyfriend  I'm so sorry koldy I noticed he was blushing but there was still tears in his eyes.hey koldy this is going to sound weird and I know it's probably not the time to talk about it but I think I'm gay.