how imperfect

Chapter 3- She's Different Now

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Hey Whats up author here, um I just wanted to say that This chapter your going to see her going through these depressive stages in her life right now,  THIS IS A TRIGGER WARNING : IF YOU DON'T LIKE READING GORY OR DEPRESSING STORY THIS BOOK IS NOT FOR YOU THERE ARE THINGS IN THE STORY THAT ARE NOT FOR CHILDREN,BUT IF YOUR OKAY WITH THIS THEN PLEASE CONTINUE|she lives in her house by herself now, so this chapter your going to see a lot of Kamie and John trying to get Madelyne to talk to them, but I just thought I would let you know in case anything gets confusing, so yep I hope you enjoy! author out LOL-Aaron

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Beep...Beep...Beep...Beep....

"Hmm......" I look over to see my alarm clock going off, I find the cord to this annoying death machine, and rip the cord out of the extension cord. I sit up and look at my self I'm wearing sweat pants and a hoodie, they use to fit so perfectly...now they hang down as if there men's clothes.

      Three weeks.... I walk over to my closet and grab some clothes, some skinny jeans, and a black hoodie, I then decide I should take a shower so I wash my hair, and get out, and put on my clothes,I was almost good until I had to put a belt on my pants, I walk over to the scale, to check my weight, step...please...Step....don't....Step...Be...Step...under...Step, I stood in front of the scale, I took a deep breath and calmed down, I stepped onto the scale, my face up at the ceiling,I was struggled with my weight, I couldn't help it after 7th grade I had trouble staying in the 'average' weight range, Okay I got this, I looked down to see the worst dammit, 103 lbs.

       I mean 103 isn't bad, If your 12!! oh god what am I gonna tell Kamie I promised this wouldn't happen again. I walked to the sink and put my hair into a messy bun on top of my head, since I normally get my hair trimmed every week my hair was surprisingly long and I didn't want to deal with it, I brushed my teeth and walked out, I've never been one to put on makeup and never want to honestly. I walked out of the house not bothering with anything else, normally I would just stay in my room trying to forget the entire world but no... I'm going to school.

    Everyone knows, but that's okay. Life can't be life without sacrifices, my mom wouldn't want me to stay in the house, I'm going to school and I'm gonna be happy. I walked over to my skate board and went to school.

   I got to school, to see everyone looking at me, I walked in to school as everyone looked at me as if I was a time bomb ready to blow, I took a breath in and out, I looked up at everyone and gave them my signature smile and waved at them all,suddenly I was normal again and everyone swarmed me.

"Omg Lyne are you okay?"

"Lyne what happened?"

"Lyne how are you?"

"What are you doing this weekend Lyne?"

"Wanna hang tomorrow?"

"Wanna go on a date lyne?"

"will you be my girlfriend?...." everyone kept asking questions and swarming me, I kept smiling and waving, I was waiting for Kamie to come in once again and shoo everyone away, and to get hugged from Kamie, but nothing happened. no one came, and the questions continued.

"um...Well I'd love to answer all you questions but, I kinda did just get back, and I would love it if I could get a little space please?" I looked up at everyone shyly.