Being a bother but a lover [[tomoe x reader]]

Back to the past

ok so a quick authors note...I'm so so sorry for leaving you guys hanging and not updating ive been so busy with school and I'll try even harder to update more often. Also the way I write sort of changed and I re-read my book and I realized the time line is really messed up and the ending will be really weird so I'm sorry, but lets get on with the book...

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     "If I die it will make Tomoe not have his contract with the fallen god ... Yet if I do die it will have to be when we were together...it will leave him saddened but its the only way..." I explained the reason of me dyeing

          "But what about the future?! What about now?!" Mizuki argued 

  I sat silent looking at the ground, as Mikage  stood up and walked towards me...

                                      "We don't really know what's there until it's gone..."Mikage whispered to me. 

                   Mizuki left the room rather angry at the fact of me leaving. 

  "  Mikage? I also want to know...what will happen to the future? Will I disappear from everything? Will I not come back?"  

Mikage smiles and pats my head. " Some questions we'd just have to be answered our selves." He gets up and leaves the room. As I look at the hairpin Tomoe gave me I try to look back at the past again. "Come on (Y/N) try to remember please.." I whisper to myself 

All I could remember is the warmth that I felt when Tomoe hugged me...

            I sit there remembering when the hairpins petals start to glow a little bit and the door creaks open a little bit. The wind feels like its sort of pushing me towards it. I walk outside the door to find myself staring at the cherry blossom tree... 

   I start to tear up realizing what this means, where this hairpin came from...I remember the past...

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    I run to Mikage not knowing that I had tears in my eyes. I grab his shoulders and whisper

   "I rememeber..." 

                                                                      Mikage softly smiles as I run to find Mizuki. 

                        "Mizuki!!! MIzuki!!! Where are you!!?" I find him outside staring at the moon. I run to him and hug him and keep repeating " Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry..." 

     Mizuki is surprised and turns around, he looks into my eyes and his eyes widen...

                                

                                                    "Lady Yonomori..." Mizuki says in a whisper ...

       I smile and cry at the same time. He hugs me and starts crying to 

                        "How did I not notice?! Why did you go?"   

         " Im so sorry that I cant explain it to you now but I will...I promise I will..." I tell him 

         This is why Mizuki and Tomoe couldnt get along that well....