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12 YEARS LATER

Lilly:

For 12 years Jason kept on raping me every time he came, I gave up on saying no and fighting back. No one saw that I was hurting, no one saw what he was doing to me.

Now I am 17, looking for a path of being a solider so that I can get away from Jason. I work as a waitress at Bob's grill restaurant everyday after school, I even manage to find myself a boyfriend but he doesn't know what Jason has done to me.

"Order up Lilly", says Jeff he is the cook in the kitchen well the best one there.

"Coming give me a second", I reply with a smile. Jumping off the counter I run to Jeff to get the big grill steak, fries and soaked pop drink.

"Table 7, Ana said", Jeff stated has I took the order on to my tray. I gave him an ok sign and off I went.

Before even making it to table 7 I stoped in my track, Jason was back to hurt again and he is at my work place.

Deep breaths Lilly he can't do anything in public, I told myself has I approached him.

"Here you go sir", I said with a smile on my face making sure I do not show him that he is getting to me.

"Why you acting like that my sweet Lilly", he whispers.

"Don't call me that, just take your food and leave".

"And what if I don't want to?"

"Please don't do this here". He places his hands on mine which made me jerk a little.

"Haven't you miss me?" He asked.

"No I will never miss you", said in between smile trying not to cause a fuss in the restaurant. He began to rub my hand had he pushes a frie into his mouth.

"Heared you got herself a boyfriend".

"Yes I did", I replied shakedly. He lick his finger and pull me into the boot with him. He brushes my hair behind my ear and stroke my cheek.

"We need to talk my sweets". I push away his hand and stood up, as I was about to walk away he pulls me by my arm.

"You have been a bad girl". He drags me out of the restaurant out the back door into a small ally.

"Why are you treating me like this Lilly, I only want to talk".

"I don't want to talk with you". He turns to punch the wall behind him. I scream at what he did and begin to run. He chase after me soon I couldn't hear his foot steps following me so I stop running to take a breather.

"NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!!", he yelled at me and push me against the wall, I start to move around trying to get out of his grip.

He crashes his lips against mine, I struggle to push him away, I open my mouth and bite him on his lip.

"I am going to teach you a lesson", he begins to open his pants.

"No no please not here please", I begged him instead he turns me around and push my face up against the wall.

He used his belt to tie my hands, he slowly pulls down my underwear and push up my dress.

"You will never forget this time like your first time".

"Please, what did I do to deserve this?" I asked crying out has he slowly penetrate me. He puts his hands over my month.

"We are going to go slow, and painful, you will always remember me", as he pulls in and out of me my knees became weak.

The pain that he was enforcing up on me had me screaming for help in, for someone anyone to save me. He removes his hands from my mouth and slap my bottom.

"Now say please Jason 10 times at the top of your voice and I will stop", he demanded.

"PLEASE JASON, PLEASE JASON, PLE.......", I was interrupted by a figure standing by a trash bin.

"What the fuck are you doing to that girl?", the voice rang. The the figure step out and throw a glass at Jason, he quickly pull out of me and push me to the ground, and took off running.

I pulled up my underwear and began crying.

"Oh my God Lilly is that you", the voice said, I turn to see my boyfriend Chris look down at me.

"Please help me", I begged him, he kneel to his knees and embrace me into a hug as I cry on his shoulder. He pull away to help me up.

"Your bleeding Lilly, I am going to call the police".

"Hold me please", he embrace me again as he makes the call to the police. Not long after the police and ambulance came and I was taken to the hospital.

The police took my statement and asked me a few questions. They said that they would make sure to catch Jason for what he did to me.

"Why didn't you tell me he was doing this to you?", asked Chris.

"Because I didn't want you to think I am dirty or treat me differently". I cried pulling at his shirt.

"You lying bitch", my grandma yells had she walks into the room, she raise her hand to hit me but Chirs stoped her.

"It's the truth, I am not hidding this anymore, enough is enough", I yelled back at her. She pull her hand away from Chris and stormed out the room.

Chris hugged me, place a soft kiss on my forehead and wipe away the tears I didn't know I shead.

Goodbye to sweet Lilly hello to the new Lilly.