Antisocial (Xxxtentacion)

Aiden's home

Jahseh's pov

i woke up at around ten in the morning still worried about Aiden all i could think about was him being dead somewhere or him being kidnapped and tortured i tried to ignore them but it always seemed to end up in my mind

i then decided to tell my mom the truth incase we never find him she'll know about it sooner than at the last minute

"Jahseh how ya feeling today" My mom said

"mom i got something to tell you" i said i felt tears coming up in my eyes i tried to wipe them but there were too many

"whats wrong baby" My mom said

"Aiden is lost somewhere, and it's all my fault i wasn't watching him and now he's out dead somewhere, i'm sorry i'm such a dissapointment to you i didn't wanna tell you last night because i didn't want you to be upset" i said crying

there was a long pause my heart sank i knew what she was thinking i'm going to be dead by the time Aiden gets found

"mom are you okay" I asked

"i trusted you" My mom said

"you aren't mad are you issa accident" I said

"i got other things to do" My mom said "talk to you soon"

"God, what have i done" i yelled into a pillow

i started regretting i had told her in the first place she's gonna hate me for as long as i live. Whats the point of me even living my brother is lost somewhere, i dissappointed my parents, my once called bestfriend now hates me and i'm suffering from depression again for the 3rd time this month.

"You feeling any better Jah" Lizzy said coming in the room

"no...i feel worse" I said slammimg my face in a pillow for like the 3rd time

"here i made u some tea to make you feel better" Lizzy said handing me a cup

"Do you think Aiden is ok" i asked

"i hope so" Lizzy said "we'll find him soon i know it"

"how can you tell" I asked

"last night i reported the invident to the cops so the whole city is looking for him

"i feel stupid, i wished i haded ignored him" I said my tears finally drying up

"your such a good crier" Lizzy said laughing

whatever that means since i rarely cry.

but then i realized last night was the first time i cried in front of her

"today just might be my last day" I said

"stop saying that, the entire world cares about you" Lizzy said

"not the entire world Stokeley wants to kill me" i said "he said it himself"

"oh really" Lizzy said smirking "i'll be right back"

Lizzy quickly ran out the house

"ahhh i love it when girls do that" I said lying down

but as soon as i laid down something poked me in the back i imediatly sat up and realized it was Aiden's chain i placed it in my closet.

I took a nap soon after i don't know why but for some reason i felt like i should it's better for me to sleep rather than spend the whole day worrying. when i woke an hour later i got some frantic texts from Khalif

Khalif🎵: Vroo i know what happend to Aiden

Khalif🎵: he got kidnapped

Me: how the hell you know