Self Doubt

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[Your P.O.V.]

I closed the door to my apartment and  turned red like a tomato 'oh my god why did i do that?!?' I thought to myself as i leaned my back of the door and slid to the floor sitting down. I felt so weird, but it also felt like it was right to do. I sighed and stood up from the floor and went to my bed and fell onto it. I didnt get to eat but oh well, ill sleep on it. I closed my eyes an slowly drifted to sleep.

Some lewd stuff up ahead, just a lil bit

I was dreaming and i didnt know where my surroundings were, I could only see pitch black. I didn't realize but I felt like I was naked. It was cold until I felt a hand slither on my back, it was a bit rough and tender. It slowly moved to my chest and rubbed my slender body. I felt someone come from behind and i didnt feel cold anymore, i felt okay. The other hand moved down to my growing member and started stroking it gently, the hand felt bigger than my member. I moaned lightly from the gentle strokes, i started to hear a growl near my ear. I slowly reached my climax as the hand stroked faster. I was at my peak and the last thing i heard in a deep rusty voice "Mine"

My eyes shot open and i sat up a bit sluggish. It was the morning, I rubbed my eyes and looked down at my pants and saw my member completely hard. I took them off and saw that i had a boner with pre leaking through my briefs. That dream...it felt so real, I should take care of this. I pulled my briefs down and felt my member pop up, i closed my eyes and thought about that dream, the voice saying "Mine" rewinded over and over. I stroked myself fast and reached my climax fast and came. I covered my mouth with my other hand to prevent moans coming out. Cum dripped from my member and onto my hand. It felt so amazing.

[3rd Person P.O.V.]

[Y/N] finally stood up and went to the shower to get cleaned up. He didnt know who that mysterious man was in his dream, he would rather not find out anyway. He got out and put some clothes on, he needed to buy some food from the grocery store. He walked out of his room and saw Bigby and Snow talking to each other. He took out a cigarette and snow took it playfully "Hey! That was mine" Bigby said a bit loudly. [Y/N] heard him say that word and he realized who that person was...it was Bigby.

[Your P.O.V.]

Holy Fuck. Bigby. He was in my dream...i-i have to leave. I walked past them and used the stairs instead of the elevator. I quickly walked past the sleeping guard and exited the building. I had to keep these feelings down for the time being, it felt a bit fast. I cleared my mind when I saw a grocery store on the other side of the street. I used the crosswalk and went to the store, it was called 'Muffets Bakery and Groceries. I went inside and was hit with the smell of fresh produce and pastries. I picked up the basics, Milk, Bread, the usual stuff. Once i was sure i had everything I went to the counter and paid for my stuff. "Did you find everything you needed" the cashier asked. I nodded smiling trying to hide my nervousness. I left the store holding two heavy bags and walked back to the apartments. Jeez the bags were heavy.

[Bigby P.O.V.]

I walked out of the apartment gate and smoked a cigarette. I noticed a while ago [Y/N] looking off and leaving. Did i do something? I dont think so other than save his ass from Jack. I sniffed and caught his scent again. I turned to my right and saw him holding some grocery bags. I asked "Need some help?" He looked at me and said "I could use a hand." I got one of his bags and walked with him inside. I helped him with the door and went up the elevator to his room. "Thank you Bigby, it means alot" he said "Dont worry about it" I replied. I looked as he opened his door and I helped carry the groceries inside his apartment 'I guess i do have the smallest apartment' i thought to myself.

[Your P.O.V.]

I set the bag of groceries on the floor and look at Bigby for a bit, 'i wonder if he likes me too, no he cant possibly-' i thought. He then says "Well, I better get going." He then turned to the door. I didnt want him to leave. "Wait!" I said to him "You sure you dont wanna stay for a bit?" There was silence for a bit and he turned and sighed "Sure" is all he said. I smiled and asked "Would you want any tea? I can make some for you if you'd like." I offered him. He shook his head and said "No thank you, I'm more of a coffee person." I nodded and started to make my tea in the kitchen.

[Time skip to both of them on the couch cause im a lazy bitch]

[3rd Person P.O.V.]

[Y/N] and Bigby sat on the couch and started to interact with each other. Bigby told [Y/N] about fables and explained why they can't be found out. He talked about himself which brought up his senses. "I usually pick up senses strong, so i smoke to clog them up. But something doesn't go away" he said looking at [Y/N]. "What is it?" [Y/N] asked confused. "Its...its your scent, whenever your near i can pick it up and tell, the smoke doesn't block it from my nose." [Y/N] sat there baffled by this, he asked "What does it mean?" Bigby responded, "It means...you're my mate." Bigby sat here and scratched behind his head awkwardly.

[Your P.O.V.]

Wow...i was really speechless. It cant be real. I had to say something too. I sighed and said "Bigby, i need to tell you something." He looked at me and asked "Whats up?" I then said "Last night, i had a dream after you saved me. It was a vivid dream and it felt real. Some things 'happened' and before I woke up, I heard your voice say 'Mine' " I looked down in embarassment waiting for his reaction. "I shouldn't have said anyth-" i was cut off from Bigby pressing his lips against mine. I felt light headed from the pressure of my feelings, but that went away when he kissed me. It lasted for at least a minute and we pulled away. I blushed and looked away from him. I saw him smirk at me and say "You're awfully shy huh?" "I never really kissed anyone like that, it felt so different" i say. I heard thunder and turned to the window, its starting to rain. "Well i better get going then, Ill see you later [Y/N]." Bigby said standing up and heading to the door.

"Bye Bigby, see you later" I said.

End of Chapter
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Heyy I hope you guys liked this chapter, it took like mostly my whole day lmao
See ya next chapter!!

~Zero

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