My Light Turn On With Him **ON Going**

•CHAPTER 1• My Dark Self And Past (edited)

 Shina's POV

  As I close my eyes, in the period of a dazzling full moon. I always end up dreaming about my darkest nightmare.
    It always bugs me, 'why I have this kind of stupid nightmare'.
   Well, it's not just my nightmare. But it is karma, a trauma for me.
    It really starts when I was 7 years old. My parents always fight endlessly, even day and night. Because of the lowless of our life.
    And me, I always hide in my room, like it was my only shelter to bend on. It really is my one home. But it has always been like this.
   
    And one night (BANG!), I hear a shot of a gun downstairs. I quickly ran over. And froze of what I see.
    I see my mother lying on the floor, with blood spreading down in her head. And look at father with rage.
    Father look at me and say a simple sentence with a smile "Shina, everything is fine, so don't be scare". Then father points his gun in his head then shoot it twice. And see mother and father in the floor running out of the blood. Like I was looking at them leaving me behind, without nothing left. And the cops came in our house, seeing my parents' dead bodies lying on the floor, while I was sitting in the stairs.

    The time past, I was 13 years old being adopted by my grandfather. He was kind to me. He let me continue my studies and teach me the dos' in the home.
    As I was happy helping him with the dishes, he said something to me, "Shina, everything is alright. So be happy about it, okay?".
"Okey, Granpa" I smiled at him.
    I was happy having a moment with him, but he ends up being a memory to me.
    He passes out in his oldness. As I was sitting beside in his grave and think 'Why, why are you all living me alone. Saying that everything is alright, everything is fine, but no. You all are giving me regrets of what you say. If you think I'm happy being left alone, you're wrong'. I go outside, and walking everywhere, 'till my feet stop.
   But someone grabs my hand. I look at the back and see a stranger pointing a knife in my back. "I will not hurt you if you just stay still, and follow me" he smiled.
   I followed what he says, and he brings me in the side of a big building.
   He touches my neck and licks it. I was about to cry when I see a broken bottle in my side.
   While he was licking my neck I stab it in his back "Ahhhh, that hurts. What did you just do to me!" he shouts.
   He's knife was drop when I stab him. I didn't think for a second and stab it again in his heart.
   "You mere human, try to rape me. Don't even think I can let that past. But now you cannot run away from me with all the stab, I gave you" I grin at him. "Y-you are n-not a human. You-you're a monster!" he said it nervously. "I like that term, and then Rest in Peace, You  Mere Human!" I stab him again and again until I laugh.
   I stand up and look at him laying down with blood that was very spread on the floor. "You all are the same, always die down in the very end and, your souls are gone without a thing left." I murmur.
 
  At that time, I started killing a bad person who tried to approach me. Even though it was so happy.
  And that incident came into my school. All of the students in the school know I was killing someone. Even the principal is scared to drop me off.
  They started to hate me, giving a suspicious look and they give me a name the 'Dark Killing Rin'.
  I really hate it but I have no choice, they always say that name to me.

  I just forget to introduce myself. I'm Rin Shina, I'm 16 years old. I always have that cold type person to avoid any type of trouble, but I still help people but not that much. I have straight black hair and grey eyes.

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