You just never saw it. You never knew. You never even cared.
I still remember when we where friends...we where so young back then. You would tell me all your problems and I would always stick up for you. Your mother could never feed you so I did, even though I was younger I always took care of you. I always knew how to make you feel better. When you got a cut , I always took out a Band-Aid. If you took out your problem, I took out a solution.
I also remember when you stabbed my back the first time. You knew I didn't like her and you knew she bullied me but, you didn't care. Now that I think about it, you never cared. That girl was mean to me before but, since you liked her so much I forgave you for betraying me.
OH, lets not forget the second time my back was stabbed! When you told me we weren't friends....I cried so hard that day but, of course your so full of your self you didn't notice the bags under my eyes. I forgave you without question once again.
I can think of so many more times, so many that I was stabbed in my back but, this time you will not be forgiven. I sowed up all of those stabs and forgave you so many times but, this time I'm leaving a wound open. And this time I will tell you just how much you mean to me now......
I think your a cheating, lying, idiotic, terrible, skanky girl and you mean nothing to me anymore.
Text me all you want, pile up the calls and voicemails asking for forgiveness, because I have had enough you are a selfish brat.
How dare you accuse me and tell me I don't feel, how would you know how I feel? You think I'm happy? I never was happy! So don't tell me I don't know what being depressed feels like. Don't tell me I'm stupid.
I know I'm a monster but, you made me this way so now you must deal with your creation. You did this to me, and now instead of being happy like I used to be. I am sad.
But, you wouldn't know that you don't pay attention to me and now you will never have a chance to.
