You like doing this, don't you? You like to take advantage of others weaknesses and insecurities. You like to lie and tell people what you think. You like to crush their dreams just for your sake. You know why they put up with you? Because, they love you and they owe you, that's what you want them to say right? You just want to be right.
You want to impress them? That's not an excuse, not for your actions. I know why you did this and it's not okay. You want someone to understand you? How can anyone understand you when you keep changing your mind? What? Am I being to honest? Do you have another opinion on the matter? Well, I don't care what you have to say anymore.
You know, I pity you. You just bring others down, because your scared to be left alone, your scared everyone's going to leave you for something else. So you destroy their dreams and expectations. Therefore your a bad person, your a terrible person and frankly, I want nothing to do with you.
At least, that's what I tell myself in the mirror.
