Phan 'Our Family'

Chapter 1:-Coming Out

[Dan's P.O.V]

I woke up in a ball of sweat. It's pitch black in my room and all I can see is a slither of moonlight on my wall originating from a small gap in the curtains. My mind is still in fear of the nightmare, it felt so real. I was dreaming that Phil was kicking me out because he found out I was in love with him. My throat was raw and just then I realized I woke up screaming. I can hear rustling from the next room, I sat up and brought my knees to my chest. The door opened quickly and Phil entered quickly.

"Dan! Are you okay!? Did you have another nightmare?"

Phil said walking over to me and looking me in the eyes. Phil's eyes remind me of the earth, green and yellow spiral in the ocean of turquoise blue. Phil's hair was messy, glasses clumsily on his nose. He was wearing Batman bottoms and shirtless.

"Dan!"

Phil said raising his voice trying to gain my attention. How long has he been cooling my name?

"Dan what's wrong you zoned out?"

Phil sat beside me on the right side of my bed.

"Oh-h yr s-sorry i-i'm just still s-scared because of the d-dream"

Curse my stuttering why can't I just have my anxiety calm down for 5 minutes. I started to panic and Phil noticed and moved closer to me engulfing me in a warm hug. Phil moved me so I sat on his lap, I wrapped my legs around his back and nuzzled my head in the crook of his neck. I felt tears roll down my face, Phil hugged my tighter whispering sweat words into my ear to calm me down. We stayed like that for a while neither of us wanting to ruin this moment.

"P-Phil?"

I asked leaning back to look him in the eyes, Phil lifted his head and smiled while looking me in the eyes. He moved his arms to my sides holding me softly.

"What is it?

Phil said softly. God, I love him so much.

"Well, I have been wanting to tell you this for a while now I didn't know how to. I-I...Phil, I'm gay."

I said looking down ready for rejection, or for him to push me off his lap and kick me out. Suddenly I felt Phil's arms tighten around me and bring me closer to him, my head rested on his chest as he started to giggle.

"Dan I knew. First every time we cuddle your heart speeds up and second remember a few months ago when I needed to use your computer, well let's just say you forgot to close a certain revealing tab. Dan just because you like men doesn't change our friendship at all okay. I still love you bear."

I was blushing so much when he said this and I just held on to him tighter as I was cringing on my own stupidity for letting THAT tab be open.

"Let's go to sleep."

Phil said laying both of us down on my bed, we stayed cuddling until I fell asleep. I wish every night would be like this.

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