I met this girl.... March 4th 2018. From the first words we said to eachother until now and forever forth I knew she is the one.
She doesn't see it but she is absolutely perfect, from how sweet and kind-hearted she is to how beautiful she is on the inside and out....she's my everything. I think about her as soon as I open my eyes in the morning, as well as in my dreams and when I shut off the lights at night. I love everything about her, the way she thinks, the way she acts, how she gets so happy and says the radomist, cutest things. How she can make the saddest person feel alive. The way she cares about everyone with an intensity so strong. How you forget about anything wrong in the world when your next to her. The way she loves, she loves with her whole heart....and that's pretty amazing considering how big her heart is. She's so perfect....
But of course, she's human...she experiences pain and loss, as well as heartbreak, and betrayal. Sometimes it feels like the world is just full of darkness, that there isn't any light left, like your drowning and can't get to the surface. As humans we get those emotions sometimes, some people more than others but we all get them at some point. The girl I love gets these emotions, as much as I wish and pray that I can take her pain away, I can't. But I won't stop trying, everyday I will be by her side, fighting alongside her. Every obstacle hurtled her way will have to go through both of us. I'll hold her hand and promise her a better future, together. If we fall we'll pick eachother back up and come back stronger. I've accepted that I don't have magical powers, I can't just fix everything for her as much as I wish I could. But I can be there with her, loving her and fighting each and every battle with her. Always and forever....
Message to Her:
I love you, so much. You really don't know. This isn't much but, i'm not great at expressing myself so, I thought i'd give it a try. Im in love with you, Marie. You are my everything, my heart, my soul, my clarity. My soulmate...I love you baby, I promise to be by your side and with you forever, loving and caring for you. I love you! -Clarke
