Personal Assistant To Mr Billionaire

Chapter 17

Hello honeycakes 🤗🤗🤗😊😊.... Here is a quick update 😚. I hope you happy 😁😁.... My life is practically boring, then i told my best friend how much my life is boring,that I will go read novels on Wattpad then she told me instead of reading others book why not write mine so i can make someones happy. So all thanks to her for reminding me that i have a life somewhere which is never boring 😀,and that's Wattpad😆😆.
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Never deprived yourself of happiness you deserve, Just because you're used to pains doesn't mean you don't deserve to be happy.
You deserve to be happy.
Let go of the hurts and focus on the positive side of life. Let go of the pains and you will see how sweet happiness is.

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How can a damaged flower bloom

How can a heart full of pains love

How can a person who's used to the mask

Let go of her mask

How can i love since i have no heart.

Glen,you're not getting it. Am broken beyond repair. Am damaged then you or anyone else could ever imagine. Sitting in my bedroom,the pillow on my chest. Glen is sat across me looking at me with a sad and sorry face. She saw the states i was when i came back from work. I ran inside my room,locked the door and pour all the tears that has been threatening to escape when I was with Rex.
I poured my heart out to my pillow because it's the only one that can understand me. I cried all the tears out with no one around to judge me. The tears fall from my eyes like a heavy rain. Glen was about to go out with Len but guess she cancelled it all because of me.

Thanks to me for ruining her day with her boyfriend. She knows better than anyone else that i needed my space so she didn't bother to disturb me but after some hours when she couldn't take it anymore she banged the door till i opened it.

She need not to ask me anything, she just wrapped me in a warm hug and my eyes betrayed me again and the tears started coming freely.
Shhhhh!!! She patted me. It OK Meg. Am here for you.
It alright, she kept reassuring me.

I managed to narrate everything to her. She listened to everything without a word.

Glen, he confessed his feelings for me. He said he l_oves me. I said with a breaking voice. I forced the word "loves" out of my mouth. Because it too heavy for me to say.

I understand Meg. I totally understand y.. I cut her off before she could finished her sentence.
I shake my head dejectedly. No Glen you don't understand, no one as ever understand not even that damn therapist,I muffled.

I can't love anyone again Glen. Don't you get it?
Am broken Glenda. I called her full name so she could know how serious I'm hurting.
He  asked me not to push him away, but tell me how will I not push him away. My body is already ablaze and i don't want him hurt by allowing him to come closer to me. I don't want to let the flame of my heart burn him. Yet he is so adamant on getting closer to me.

Glen, I can see the love in his eyes. I can feel the sincerity in every words he uttered. But Glen,he is not getting it. He didn't know am just fake. Am not the person I claimed to be. Am weak, am dying inside. Am not so close to the word "strong". My mask hide me perfectly. I laugh skeptically.

Meg, am sorry. Am really sorry that I haven't been there for you all this day. She pulled my hand in hers tears coming from her face.

You don't have to be sorry Glen,it ain't your fault that I have a dark past. Isn't your fault I kept getting hurt.
Non isn't your fault. I told her by looking her eyeballs to eyeballs.