*Kim Taehyung <Soft> Smut*
You and Taehyung have been together since the end of your senior year. Everything has been perfect for the two of you. There's never been a moment where you two disagree or argue. You were made for each other.
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It's been a 6 months since Taehyung and I have been dating and we recently got an apartment together. But I've noticed him acting off towards me. He doesn't kiss me nearly as much as he used to, if he can stay out of the room I'm in he usually does. And what's worse is I don't understand why. So today I've finally decided to stand up for myself and figure out what's going on.
He just came home from working in the studio with the rest of bts and went straight into the kitchen without even looking at me.
"Taehyung?" I said in a low voice trying to stay calm.
"Hmm?" He said as he was looking for a drink in the fridge.
"Can we talk about something?" I asked hoping he wouldn't avoid me anymore.
"Umm yeah why?" He answered approaching the couch but sitting far away from me.
"Why are you doing this?" I instantly look down at my hands.
"Doing what?"
"Avoiding me. Do you not want to be together anymore because I won't hold you back." I said trying not to let my voice crack.
"Wait what?" He said setting his drink on the coffee table and leaning forward resting his elbows on his knees giving me a questioning look.
"You've just..." I took a deep breath.
"You just don't look at me like you used to Taehyung, whenever you're around me you're not near me, and you don't kiss me anymore. Why? If you're not happy just go Tae." Right as I said that last sentence my eyes filled with tears.
"Hey no princess it's not like that!" He said worriedly as he scooted closer to me.
"I'm just not... I don't want to..."
It's like he couldn't even make up an excuse for his actions.
"You don't want to be with me. Is that it?"
"No! It's actually the opposite!"
What does he mean the opposite?
"You see, lately it's getting harder for me not to want to just fuck you every second of ever day. And I didn't want you to feel uncomfortable, which I know for sure you feel now. You would think I'm some pig who only ever thinks about sex. I love you so much and don't want to force you to do anything."
I looked into his eyes as he grabbed my hands.
"Y/n, you don't know how hard it is for me to be in the same room as someone that's so beautiful. And the fact that you aren't ready to do anything yet, I want to respect that and not force you into an awkward situation."
"Baby..."
"I don't ever want you to feel that way again!" He pleaded as I felt his finger tilting my chin up to his for a kiss.
"Taehyung I..."
Every time I went to speak he just kept kissing me. After the third time I gently pulled his face away from mine still eye to eye.
"Taehyung, I'm ready this time." And I truly was. To hear him tell me how much he was trying to make me feel comfortable made me ready for this. I know now how much he cares and how much he loves me.
"Y/n don't just say that because of what I..."
I pressed my finger against his lips, "You better take the chance before I freak out and change my mind Kim."
