It was late on this Friday night and I'm wide awake. No matter what I try I can't fall asleep without Jimin home. He went out with the boys and hasn't come home yet. 2:00 am 2:30 am 3:00 am Every passing minute made me more angry. I asked him to be home before 12:00 am so he wouldn't be too tired to do things with my family tomorrow morning. We have been planning this day at the zoo for weeks and now he decides to be selfish and take a guys night. I got impatient with my waiting and decided to go out to the back patio for some fresh air.
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I just wanted to scream at the top of my lungs. There's no denying I love Jimin with all my heart, but he can be so oblivious to things sometimes and it drives me crazy. When he mentioned leaving for a night out with JUST the boys he can immediately tell I'm not happy. Being a girl who is dating a Kpop idol I have reasons to be insecure. But now that he didn't at least try to be home around 12:00 am has made me furious. Making my anxiety go crazy with all the possible things he could be doing at this hour.
*Jimin's point of view* The boys and I were having a great time just drinking and sitting in our VIP booth. When I caught a look at the time. 11:30 pm.
"Alright just a while longer guys." They all have me disapproving looks. I was already extremely intoxicated but they dared me one more shot. That one did a number on me. I was gone. Not your classic gone, an angry kind of gone. I want y/n, I want her now. Not just here with me, under me. I need to get out of here before I do something I'll regret. I tried to make an excuse to leave but they all pulled me back into my seat.
"What's wrong Jim? Girlfriend give you a curfew?"
"You're a grown ass man you don't need a bedtime."
"Stay some more."
"Have another."
They kept spitting these things at me left and right until I finally just slumped in my chair waiting for THEM to be done for the night.
12:00 am
*Y/n's point of view* Jimin is a horny drunk. This is why I get mad when he leaves with them. They other guys don't like that Jimin actually cares what I think. They don't understand why Jimin is willing to let some things go to make me feel better. Drinking is one of them. The last time he got drunk I almost left him. He gets really rough, mean, and demanding when he is drunk so he agreed that he would cut back. But for some reason I feel like they're forcing him to do things tonight that he doesn't want to do.
*Jimin's point of view* Drink after drink 1:00 am
Shot after shot 1:30 am
Beer after beer 2:00 am
Cocktail after cocktail 2:30 am
These boys were determined to get me fucked up. Good thing for me is I can handle my alcohol. No matter how much I drink I barely change. I don't slur my words, stumble, or even get bad vision. I just want my girlfriend and they don't understand that. They think me drinking is going to make me leave her, but it's only pushing me closer to her. 3:00 am This is getting ridiculous. I want her. I need her.
