I watch as Hela paces angrily. Just seeing the raw anger in her eyes reminded me of why it was never a good idea to piss Hela off. The air had a dark and eerie feeling to it. And I could almost see helas Magic flexing around her as she paced angrily. "I'm sorry Hela." I whisper looking down. A few tears slipped from my eyes. I hated this. Even though I deserved it. I hated it. Hela growls and resumes pacing. Each footstep left a burn print in the carpet. Hela hadn't started yelling yet. And for that I was grateful. But that also meant the stress of waiting for her to start yelling was that much worse. Every time Hela's anger spiked I could feel it get colder and colder. It maked me shiver. The tense heavy feeling in the air gripped me tightly and made it hard to breath. Hela was so angry, I could see her struggling to maintain her human form. Flashes of her other form broke through making me wince. And the sheer amount of raw powerful anger in Hela's eyes sent shivers down my spine. Finally Hela looks up at me and I turn away with tears in my eyes. I could hear Hela walking closer and closer and I waited for the yelling to start. But what happened next I would never have predicted. Hela pulled me into her arms and hugged me close. Shocked I slowly look up at my sister. I was shocked to see tears streaming down her face. I had never seen Hela cry. Ever. "Hela." I whisper. Hela sighs. The anger in her eyes was still very much there. So why wasn't she yelling. "Celestial. Do you know how close we came to losing you?" Hela slowly asks. Slowly I shake my head. "Nearly every bone on the left half of your body was broken. You had massive internal bleeding and organ damage. Had we gotten to you any later. You would have died." Hela finally says. My eyes widen. When I say nothing, the shouting starts. "You could have died Celestial!" Hela yells. I wince and look down. "I'm sorry Hela. I didn't want to lose Fen. Or dad." I whisper. Bad idea. That just makes Hela ten times angrier. And that's when the yelling really starts. "That does not justify your actions!" Hela seethes making my ears pound. "You were only minutes away from death when we got to you!" I swallow back more tears. "Do you not understand that?" At this point I can no longer hold back my tears as Hela continues to yell. I could only manage to whisper "I'm sorry Hela." Hela growls and paces some more before turning to me. I cast my eyes away once more. "Were you not thinking at the time? Did you not even consider what it would do to all of us if you died. The physical pain you would put father through. Or how about Fenrir, or sleipnir or even jörmungandr!! You have no idea the physical pain and torture you put us all through. Of all the stupid and rash things you have done. This is without question the most idiotic and reckless thing you have done!" Hela roars. "I do not think you understand just how close your actions came to destroyed this family!" My heart pounds at that and I turn my head away ashamed, as I fight to slow my tear slip. I say nothing for I knew that anything I said would just make Hela that much angrier. "Your action were foolish.. And it nearly cost you your life! Do you not understand that!!" I shiver and whisper "I know Hela. I'm sorry." I meekly whisper. Hela growls once more and I see her fingers spark dangerously. I knew no matter how angry Hela was, she would never hurt me but still. Seeing her fingers spark made me shiver. "Sorry does not cut it Celestial. You don't understand the gravity of you actions!!!" Hela roars making me jump. At this point silent sobs began to over take me. I hated when Hela was mad at me. I hated when she yelled and I hated the fact that I deserved this. Because Hela was right. This was all my fault. I deserved this. "I do Hela. I'm sorry. I didnt think. I just wanted to save fen." I whimper. Bad idea. That absolutely sets Hela off. "BUT NOT AT THE COST OF YOUR OWN LIFE!!!" Hela screams as every glass in the room to break. Glass goes flying everywhere making me yelp and cover my head in fear. Shakes had started wracking my body as I desperately struggled not to break down sobbing. "That is enough Hela!" Comes dad's voice. I was glad that dad had stepped in because I didn't know how much more I would have been able to take. Hela stops mid shout as Dad comes over and pulls me into his arms. I hide my face in his chest. Dad shushes me gently and runs his fingers through my hair to calm me. Hela clenches her teeth as her eyes flash dangerous. It was never a good idea to interrupt Hela when she was mad. And If it had been anyone else that person would have been dead. "I'm sorry Dad." I whimper out. Dad sighs and presses a kiss to my head. "You are far to angry to continue this conversation Hela. You need to step back before you continue." Hela narrows her eyes and her other form flashes through before she disappears into thin air. The minute she is gone I can no longer contain my sobs. Dad shushes me gently and rocks me as I cry. "I'm sorry Dad. I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." I repeat over and over again. "Shhh Celestial. Your sister did not mean that. You know how Hela gets when she is angry. Give her time." Dad whispers gently making me meet his eyes. "But she's right. I deserve this. I'm sorry." I whimper. "No one dessseervesss to be yelled at like that sssisss. Even with how bad you ssscred usss." Comes Jörms voice. I look over at him. Jörm comes over and takes me from dad's arms before sitting on the couch and pulling me close to his chest. "Now you may have ssscared usss half to death, but you did kill no nosssse. Sssso propssss for that." Jörm says making a teary smile come to my face. Jörm gently runs his hand up and down my back and lets me lay my head on his shoulder until most of my tears were gone once more. "There now. All better." Jörm smiles. Dad smiles slightly as well. Sleip slowly pokes his head in. I couldn't help but giggle at this. Sleip had been fortunate enough not to be on the receiving end of hela's rage yet but when he was around when hela was mad, he made himself scarce. Sleip hated seeing us fight. And he hated it when Hela was mad. It hurt him to hear us fight. And I couldn't blame him. Sleip loved all of us and he never wanted to get into so much as an argument with any of us. Because thats how gentle Sleip was. Sleip gives a smile before coming over and taking me out of jörms arms. "It's alright celest." He whispers gently as I bury my face in his chest. "It's my fault Sleip. Hela has the right to be angry at me." I whisper. Sleip sighs and shakes his head. "No. Jörm is right. No one deserves to be yelled at like that. Especially you." Sleip rests his chin on the top of my head and just holds me. "You don't realize how much you scared your sister. That is why she is so angry. She cares deeply for you Celestial. And your death would have hurt her irreparably. Your death is something that she as well as I would never get over." Dad says. I shakily nod. "Give her some time to cool down. She'll be back soon" Dad adds. I can only nod. "You ssshould get sssome ressst popsss. We all ssshould." Jörm says. Did sighs running a hand over his face. "Agreed. Some rest will do us all some good." I find the strength to give a small smile. Now that I was calmer I was left feeling exhausted and weak. Like crying had taken everything out of me. I felt like I had no strength. "You need to rest as well Celestial. Breaking the bonds I put around your core was not an easy thing to do. You will feel weak for a while." Dad says. I nod and curl closer into sleips chest. Sleip chuckles before gently scooping me into his arms. I rest my head on his shoulder. Sleip carries me back to my room and lays me down. "Sleip?" I mumble. Sleip pauses at the door. "Will you stay please?" I ask. Sleip gives a soft smile before climbing into bed beside me. I scoot close to Sleip and rest my head on his warm shoulder. Sometime after that Jörm slithers in, back in his true form. Jörm curled up beside us and it isn't long before I'm fast asleep next to my brothers.
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Broken *Harry Potter Crossover*
FanfictionThis is the story of a child who would fight to save everyone she's ever loved. This is the story of Celestial Lokisdottir.