..Feelings..

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Hi it's me again! Wanted to start to upload at least everyday but Idk it depends on my schedule and all. We will see what happens.

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When I got up today I felt like a turd and I did not want to get up from my comfortable cozy bed at all. Then I looked at the clock and I realized that I am still alive. That I still have to live  the life I was gifted with, even if it is painful sometimes. Sometimes I get these thoughts while I am going to work or even when I am talking to people at work. I ask myself "Will I ever amount to anything at all but I rationalize with those thoughts and the answer comes "Hell yeah! ". Then I think of the quote from the famous book Furiously Happy "Pretend your good at it." . No matter the mood I am in that day I tell myself this and I jump into action to get whatever I need to get done that day well done. At the end of the day I feel great  about myself too! But today was one of those days that I had to tell myself exactly that quote because if I didn't I wouldn't have been able to day anything.

By the end of the day I made so many mistakes that I just chalk up to a bad day and that is what it's going to stay at. Even so I still feel accomplished and I look forward to waking up tomorrow because I can make myself better each and everyday I wake myself up to fight another day.

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Thank you for reading this kind of rant about a piece of my life. I hope everyone has a wonderful day and I hope your day went better than mine did!~Grey


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