You didn't know where you were going but you just needed to get out of there. Tears were still streaming down your face and it drove you crazy every time you thought about him. Nothing was really open considering the fact it was the middle of night.
Before you knew it, your car is parked infront of a bar.
"What can I get for you?" A bartender asks with a smile.
"(Insert drink name) please." You say politely, he nods in return. "Actually make that two, thanks." You say slightly smiling causing him to chuckle as he makes your order.
"Who hurt you?" He asks sarcastically before passing your drinks.
Before responding, you chug down one of the glasses before looking at him. "He's not important..."
It's been almost a week and you've been in and out of bars and clubs. Justin has called and texted you many times but you never answered.
You were currently making out with a random stranger you just met at the bar. Crazy as it sounds, you were so drunk you didn't really understand what was going on.
"Maybe we should take this back to my house?" He whispers before placing small kisses down your neck. His voice was husky. Not Justin's.
Stop thinking about him.
You nod hesitantly. He smiles wide before grabbing your hand as he leads you to the entrance.
"Wait!" You yell. He turns to look at you, confused. The music was loud. You could barely hear yourself think, but you knew this was wrong. Even though things ended rough with Justin, he was still the one who had feelings for. He will always be. You shake your head before releasing your hand from his. "No, I can't...."
"What's wrong?" He asks pretending to be concerned but you knew it was an act. He just wanted to get laid.
"I'm sorry..." You say not really meaning it, before walking away.
"Hey..." You hear him say, he makes his way infront of you."Don't leave, uh let's try this again." He says desperately as he places his hands on your shoulders.
Gosh. Can he not take a fucking hint?
You push his hands off your shoulder in disgust. "Stop. I said no." You walk away once again.
He grabs you wrist harshly, causing you to turn around. "Are you sure about that?" He pulls you close as his hands make their way onto your waist.
His breath lingered with the scent of vodka. It was disgusting.
You push him hard. "Get the fuck off me! I said no!" You yell angrily.
He pushes himself onto you. You began yelling but for some damn reason, no one heard you. "Come on baby-" He says grabbing your waist, suddenly you hear him say. "I'm kind of busy-"
Suddenly you hear a loud punch. You look up to see the man that was harassing you on the floor holding his face.
"Ow fuck!" He yells angrily. You look at him shocked as you cover your mouth.
"She said no you fucking asshole!" Someone says angrily. You recognized that voice. You look up.
"Justin?!" You say shocked but relieved.
How the hell did he find me?
Justin's expression changes from anger to concern. He gently grabs your arm before leading you to the entrance. "Lets go..."
You guys were on the way to his car when you realized where he was taking you. "Wait! Hold up! Im not going with you...." you say before tanking your arm from his grip.
"Yes you are!" Justin says in a stern voice.
"No!" You yell.
Justin runs his fingers through his hair. "What the hell do you think you were doing Y/N?!" He yells angrily.
"It's none of your business..." You say bluntly before looking away.
"Yes it is my damn business! You are my girlfriend-"
"It sure doesn't feel like it!" You say harshly, interrupting him.
"Y/N, we are not going to fight about this, not right now..." He says as the tone of his voice becomes more calm.
"Then leave, if you can't handle it." You say as tears were forming. His scolding did not minimize the way you were feeling right at this moment. Ashamed. Hurt. Broken and neglected.
"Can you stop being childish for one second?! You think partying and drinking is going to fix anything? Do you honestly think it's going to drown how you're feeling? No! It's not! What you're doing is immature and irresponsible! You could have got hurt, worse that man could have raped you-"
Suddenly you bursted into tears. You just lost it. He was right. Drinking wasn't helping, it just temporarily took you to a place with no problems. Your lips were quivering as your hands were shaking. "I-I'm sorry...." you choke out.
Justin looks at you worried. He rushes towards your side, pulling you in for a hug. "Shhh. Baby I'm sorry don't cry..." he says gently, you feel him place a small kiss on your forehead.
"I'm really sorry...." You say quietly. He holds you tighter.
"Everything's going to be alright, I promise. We'll get through this." He whispers, you nod your head in return before hugging him back.
