I'm Inlove with The Player (Editing)

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Sam

It's been 2 weeks since Zach came, at nandito kami ngayon sa isang restaurant to celebrate, the winning of their basketball game. Nandito ang buong team, except that guy na naka away ko, i forgot his name actually. Naka upo kami sa isang long table, laughing at chatting. Zach's seated on my right side while Ian's on the left, and seated beside Monique. Justine is in front of me, a bit on the left. he's with his "new girlfriend"

Napansin kong, mabilis ang pag papalit ni Justine ng mga babae this past days. Pero it's not new to me. Ian on the other hand is, actually, less on girls now, well actually wala na talaga. Probably because of monique. It's already 8:46 pm. It's getting late, and I already wanna go home, ayaw ko namang maka istorbo sa kanila,specially now that their having good talks. Sinulyapan ko si Zach, na ngayon ay nakatingin saakin, he's eyes are, tired and stressed.

"Let's go home?" tanong niya saakin.

Hindi ako nag alinlangang tumango. But as he was about to declare, Monique stood up in front of every one.

"Everyone please listen.."

I can sense, na kinakabahan siya, but she's smiling widely.

"From this night I declare me and Ian official.."

Nag sigawan silang lahat except for me. I'm happy for them.. But at the same time Im hurt..

Nakauwi na ako, I'm in my bed, staring at my ceiling. I've been thinking of the events that happened just a while ago. And to myself, I've realized that, I shouldn't be with Zach if I feel this way for Ian, dapat hindi ko ina-aksaya ang mga ginagawa ni Zach para saakin. He's the perfect guys, every woman dream about.

Through the night, I realized I should stop this, Ititigil ko na to habang di pa masyadong matagal. Tomorrow pupunta ako sa bahay ni Zach and tell him that I'm breaking up with him, I'm just gonna hurt him, and I don't wanna do that, he's very good to me, and I don't want to use him.

And it's what I did first thing in the morning. I'm on my way there, nag pasama ako kay Lhaine, I mean atleast I don't feel alone in this. Pinapasok agad kami ng guard, he knows me as Zach's girlfriend. I told Lhaine to stay outside, that woman is too loud and talkative. Nag lakad ako papasok sa sala, natigil ako saglit nang nakita ko si Ian at Zach na nag uusap ng masin-sinan. Lumapit ako ng kaonti, pero hindi nila ako nakikita, but I hear them.

"Bro, your jobs done, you can break up with Sam now." sabi ni Ian sabay tapik sa braso ni Zach. What?! What is he talking about? With curiousity running in me, I listened more.

"Bro... I've got feelings for her already." mahinang sabi ni Zach.

"Oh come on... Bro.. Akala ko ba plano lang to, that you'll be faking your relationship with her, so I can use her to be close to Monique, alam mo namang simula't sapul, all I wanted to do is get Monique" then he chuckled...

Tumango lamang si Zach, pinag usapan pa nila ito. I didn't listen anymore, I can't bear to listen anymore.. I've trusted them, I've learned to love those people, but I guess, no one really is true to you..

The next thing I know is that I rushed out of there crying, tanong ng tanong saakin si Lhaine kung anong nangyare. I didn't answer her, what I did is, I told the guard to not tell anyone I was there. Tumango ang guard, probably because, I look so trashed, damn, and I feel like a trash. After being used, itataboy lang ako?

I rushed to a Taxi, hindi na nagsalita at tulala. I mean thinking about it, I am pretty stupid, naniwala ako sa taong alam kong pahamak. Di na rin nagsalita si Lhaine sa gilit, she remained silent. Pumasok ako sa kwarto ng hindi tinitignan sila kuya at mommy.
I just went right up my room and closed it shut. Iniyak ko lahat ng hinanakit ko. Tinakpan ko ng unan ang mukha ko and screamed my lungs out.