The Cameraman & The Assistant

Chapter 18: Sober Part 2 InstagramLive

Trigger warning: contains mentions of rape, suicide, selfharm. Very dark

*play this song while reading this Chapter, if any of you need to talk I'm here.*
Everlieghs pov
**play skinny love**
I grabbed my laptop. And a bunch of pills.. and I went into the bathroom and locked the door.

I found one of Ryland blades, I went into Instagram and pressed record. For a live video, I saw that over 15,000 We're watching

Everlieghrose🌹is live
User69, and 6.9k have joined

"Hi." I sobbed "I know a lot of you hate me right now, and that's okay, because I hate me too."

"That picture posted, was when I was being drugged by Jack as he.. raped me." I cried hard and I looked at the comments as more and more people watched.

Shanedawson fan: ev is that a bottle of pills?
User65 do it
User666 slut
Lizakoshy ev?

Over 56,000 are watching
Shanedawson, AndrewSiwicki, garett watts,ddlovato, morrganics, jamescharles joined.

"For the past month, I've been reviving text from him saying that he would break me.. and if I told anyone.
He would kill everyone I loved." I cried harder.

"Guess what Jack? You won. I lost everything, my job, my friends, the love of my life. You did it, you got what you fucking wanted are you happy now." I screamed into the phone. And started sobbing harder.

"But I couldn't tell anyone what was happening, because he threatened to kill everyone I love. So I'm going to make things better."

I took a deep breath, "Ryland, thank you for taking me in and being the best brother I could ask for. I love you so much.. please forgive me."

"Garett, you're my best friend and practical Twin, you make me laugh so much and I'm thankful that I got to know you when I was alive. I love you so much."

"Shane, d ont blame yourself for this.. the only fault is mine.. I love you thank you for everything." When I got to Morgan's I started crying harder.

"Morgan you're my best friend, and I'm so sorry that I called you. This would have never happend if I ke0t my fucking mouth shut. I love you please forgive me."

When I got to Andrews I broke down, and cried harder. "I never got to tell you this Andrew, I love you. I love you so much it hurts. You have made my dark life so much brighter I'm sorry I'm so sorry you met me. I'm so sorry."

I saw that there was over 1 million people watching and that Shane commented along with Morgan and garett.

Shanedawson: ev? Please tell me you're not doing what I think you're doing

"I love you guys. Goodbye."

To be continued