Regret.....

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"Uhh n-no..." I say about to let out a huge sob. "Aww Maya just cry come here..." Ari says. I fall into her shoulder and let out a quiet sob. "I-I-I hate them!" I say letting out another sob, yet this one a little louder. "Shhhhhh..... hey look at me..." I look at Ari and she starts to tear up a little bit. "Is it t-that b-b-" before I could finish my sentence I let out a small sob. "bad?" I say looking back up. "Kinda. But you don't need them in your life okay? I love you and that's all you need. You need to focus on your shit not theirs. Now let's get you cleaned up and go to class." We get my cuts cleaned and my makeup redone and walk to class. We get in class and I see Jack laughing with Jonah. He sees me and looks at me with a smirk. Jonah looks at me and quickly looks away. Wth? What did Jonah do that for? That was weird.



•~ later that same week.....at lunch~•

I walked over to sit with Ari, while I was on my way I felt a really cold, icy substance fall onto my neck. I turned around to see Jack laughing with Daniel holding back a laugh. Something ran through my body and into my arm. Suddenly jack was on the floor and I was standing there with smoothie on my head. Jack was yelling in pain while everyone looked at me with shocked faces. I ran out of the cafe and into the bathroom. Ari ran after me. I got my extra clothes from my locker and I just got finished changing as she ran in with a worried face. "J-J-Jack is pissed!" She stuttered as she caught her breath. "Yeah well you know what! IM PISSED! DOES NOBODY CARE THAT IM PISSED?! OBVIOUSLY NOT! All everyone cares about, IS JACK AVERY! Well you know what? I could care less about his feelings. I could care less about his friends' feelings. But whenever you care about him more than me, thats whenever I feel like I have nobody, and I mean nobody on my side. So fuck them and for right now Ari, fuck you...."
You walk out crying. You felt weak... you felt....unwanted.

(Later)
The school bell rings signaling for you to go home. You walk out to your car and get in. You drive off but not to your house. You go to pick up your food and get home to check if your packages came in. You get home about 2 hours later to see a few packages stacked up very nicely. You grab them and walk in.

(Items)
Microphone
Beats
Camera batteries (you already have a camera you just needed more batteries)
And a lot of clean sheet music paper (whatever that's called)

You go to your studio and open your laptop. You start to play the music and sing a cover to it.








Help, I lost, myself, again, but I, remember you.... don't, come back, it won't, end well, but I wish, you'd tell me too....

Our love is six feet under, I can't help but wonder, if our grave was watered by the rain? Could roses bloom?
Would roses bloom?
Again....

Retrace, my lips, erase, your touch, it's all, too much for me.....

blown away, like smoke in air, how could you die carelessly?

Our love is six feet under, I can't help but wonder, if our grave was watered by the rain?
Could roses bloom?
Would roses bloom?

Their playing our sound, playing out sound tonight... and all of these clouds, I'm brought back to life, but you're cold as a night..

Six feet under, I can't help but wonder, if our grave was watered by the rain?
Bloom...
Bloom...
Again.......

Help...I lost, myself, again, but I, remember you.....

You finished recording and you stoped you camera. You posted it on Instagram and YouTube because why not. You realized you were crying because everything in that song was true and it hurt so bad. It hurt your heart really bad. You were about to walk out when you hear your phone buzzing so many times.

Instagram (act like the video is right there bc I don't have a video obviously lol)

(Video)

Ieatsushiforaliving; Six feet under by Billie Elishe 💞💔

Likes; 4,567
Comments;
User1; omg your voice is beautiful🙏💞

User13; ^^

User67; ^^^

Jackaverymusic; I'm-🙏

Hater1; wow I never liked you but this is wonderful. Your voice is amazing! You need a manager girl!❤️

Jonahmaris; whoa...🤤

Lilpump; who da fuck is you? Damn girl you fine! I can hook you up wit my manager and we can meet up. Lil ma you gots some talents!

Ieatsushiforaliving; @lilpump oml yes that would be great! Thanks btw! Love you music! 💛💔

Imzachherron; is nobody else commenting on the fact that lil pump is on her effing page???! No just me? Okay.....

User35; @imzachherron yea I noticed. Lol.

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I'm shook. Zach, Jonah and even Jack commented on my page. BUT WTH LIL PUMP? Oml I'm freaking out WTF DO I DOOOOO????????? Holy shitttt. Anyways he sent me a dm so yea that's scary.

Dm's.....

Lilpump;;;;;;;
Hey ma! Just wanted to give you ma number so text me when you can! ###-###-####

Ieatsushiforaliving
Thanks I'll text u in the morning. It's kinda 2am here bye!

Lilpump
Oh my bad G! Bye!🤤💔




Ieatsushiforaliving
Bye...😍

hi! So anyways I hope you enjoyed bc this took 3 days to write. But here ya go. Byeeeeee!!!!💔💔💔💔🤤🤤🤤💛😍🍜🍜

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