Do you ever want to do something for the experience?
To gain a feeling,
Satisfaction,
...pain?
To just know what it would be like?
To hear the voices,
Whispering,
...yelling?
To ask what if?
What if I...
Slam my body into the wall;
Will I break through?
What if I...
Slit my wrist;
Will it squirt like a fountain?
What if I...
Gauge my eye out?
Will I feel it hang from it's socket?
Would I scream in pain?
Would it pop like soda?
Would blood ooze down my cheek?
Of course I'd never actually test it out.
But to think of the agonizing sensation.
I yearn to feel besides this empty husk.
Maybe self-torture would suffice...
*POP*
