Too Late To Love Her

Chapter 2

Chapter 2 (Wednesday before)

She was really excited that day. Her friends told me that she was feeling sick from being that nervous. To be honest, my mates kinda showed me up, shouting "Oh Will!!" to her! She went bright red, and she never does that. She was a shadow to everyone, always talking but nobody wanted to listen, thats why she was so nervous, because she was afraid of being rejected. Her friends were all fussing her, but she just wanted to get it done. This was the day she asked me out. Her friends all forced me to go to the main school grounds, but I brought my best friend, Callum, with me. But Holly was pushed to me, by her friends. She got sick of it, walking up to me and shouting "I DON'T CARE!" to her friends, then casually saying, "Will you go out with me?" to me. I can remember it as clear as day now. Now she's gone. But it was a tough decision, I loved someone else at that point, but I couldn't pinpoint who it was. Blind to myself, she was that person. It took me a whole week to make my decision. I told you before, she was already gone when I had made it.

Let me give you some background on her. Her name was Holly Harley Drury, her birthday was on the 28th of March, and she died on the Wednesday before that, the 19th of March. She was 5 foot-5 inches and was skinny, not anorexic skinny, one of those nice skinny types, although people bullied her for not having a flat-stomach. She was an amazing singer, dancer, actress and YouTuber, although she only let it show online. Her idols were the dance group Diversity, actor Heath ledger and singer/songwriter/actress/Youtuber Anna Akana. She was going to see Diversity at the end of this year, on the 5th of December. She was going to meet them, and she was so excited to meet her favourite, Perri. Her obsession with them was like nothing else. Over 2,000 photos of all of them and over 1,000 of Perri on her iPod and phone. She was 12, nearly thirteen when she died. She was diagnosed with Multiple Personality Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder, and she self harmed from July last year and stopped when Perri won Splash, 15th of February. She was emo, but everyone bullied her for that too! Her life was miserable in our eyes, but she shrugged it off like the bullies and haters didn't matter to her, and she just got on with her life, and not wasting it on them. When things got too tough that she couldn't think she could take it anymore, she listened to her favourite bands, My Chemical Romance and Black Veil Brides. I was in the tutor across the coridoor from her, but i could see her from the window in tutor. I sat next to her in Religion and ICT. She loved to read. She read anything that was interesting to her, comics (not Marvel, she hated Marvel, but she adored DC!), psychology books, magasines, anything that was appealing and had a good story to it. Her other obsessions were Batman, Sherlock, YFM (she was their #1 fan on Youtube), Star wars, Harry Potter, Ray William Johnson, Anna Akana, Jesse Cale, Corpse Party (A Japanese Anime Game) and Black Veil Brides. She was crazy on them, always leaving space on her arm to draw their names and symbols on it in Fine Liner.

My decision was made, but I had to tell her. Every time I was going to tell her, something happened that had to involve me, so I never got the chance. It was painful to watch her drag the days on, as her birthday was drawing closer. She hoped every day. She told me on the friday after she asked me, that she wore a lucky wolf tooth from Australia. She told me her dad put it around her neck when she was a baby, and it brought her good luck because the tooth is Australian, and she was born in Australia, and it brought her good luck nearly everywhere she went. It worked with my mind, But not with her life.

So People, you wanted me to do the next bit to this, and there it was, hoped you liked it! That was basically the background to me! Now you know everything you need to know about me! Tell me if you want chapter 3 and I'll create it ASAP! Thanks! ~Holly xx