Diary of a third year student (Louis Tomlinson fanfic)

Wedding Part 2

NO! NO! NO! This isn't the time for this! I cant! I have to! Louis loves me so much. I can make this. Its just UGH!!! I DO NT KNOW!

So right now I'm freaking out. I don't know what to do. I can be with him forever, I just don;t know if it will  LAST forever. Normally, when a girl is going to get married, she brings back the memories of her past, before she meet him or since the day she remembers but for me, My mind's having a hideous battle inside. to go or to stay. Its just I don't know why I'm scared to step another chapter of my life. I sat on my bed staring at the floor, twirling the bouquet of roses in my hand. I stopped then I look to my ring. It keeps on shining and sparkling.

Suddenly, My phone rang. I got it from my purse. I din't bother to look at the caller ID.

'hello?' I answered in monotone

"KATELENE!! where are you?" Harry asked

"Sorry Haz. we're still inside the house. I'm just having some trouble to process all these things" I replied.

"Oh! well its okay, brides are fine to get late. Its just Louis is very nervous he keeps on walking and walking" Harry whispered the last sentence.

"tell him don't get nervous. I should be not him" I said chuckling

"Sure! just hurry up a bit . bye!" Harry said then call ended.

I inhaled and exhaled at the same time closing my eyes, calming myself.

I KNOW I CAN DO THIS...

I opened the door running downstairs. Mom and Dad are inside the car. The driver opened the door for me, blocking a bit of view from the paps recording our wedding. By the way, They'll be kicked out of the church. Cause we have our own photographers to take pictures and record the entire ceremony.

AT THE CHURCH...

I began to tremble. My sweat is cold irs like I want to ran away. Even the doors are closed, I can still hear the piano notes of the wedding march coming soon. Mom and Dad came and dad held my right arm. The doors were opened and we came to view. So this is the feeling of getting married, the feeling of adrenaline rush and nervousness mixed up. A few steps later, I saw Louis face glowing like and angel. He looks so handsome in his black suit and perfectly fixed hair. Dad hugged me and kissed my cheek, mom did the same but a little longer.

Then they gave me away. I saw the joy in Louis' eyes. The joy to start a family. But I think I don't have that kind of expression in my face yet. As we got closer to each other, Louis asked me a question. 

"Are you alright, dear?" Louis asked me with a pinch of confusion in his voice.

"Yes. I'm perfectly fine. Its just the emotions are mixed up" I answered.

"I know. I feel that too! I know what you're thinking. Its alright I won't stress you in our child. I will always be here" Louis said making me smile and the pressure gone.

THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE EASY. THIS IS NOT JUST GAME. ITS REALITY. THERE WILL BE GOOD TIMES AND BAD TIMES FOR US TO DEAL WITH. THINGS THAT INVOLVE PATIENCE, LOVE ,UNDERSTANDING, AND THE MOST OF ALL TRUST. I KNOW WE CAN MAKE TILL THE END OF TIME BECAUSE I'M WITH THE ONLY MAN I WILL EVER LOVE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. 

LOUIS WILLIAM TOMLINSON...

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