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John's POV
What da fuck just happened.

Laf is on the ground unconscious with no signs of waking up soon, Everyone's just staring at him not knowing what to do.

Eventually, I come to my senses and quickly put his head on my thighs, I've remembered this from Boy Scouts. He should wake up soon, he doesn't seem bad. Then the other start surrounding us looking worried, Herc the most.

" is he gonna be okay??" Herc says

" yeah he should wake soon" l nod reassuringly and his face relaxes. I look around and the girls a speechless just staring blankly at the unconscious dude in my lap, Alex has a look of wonder Like there's a deeper meant to why he fainted which I can't blame him. I mysterious girl could be in danger and at the sound of her name Laf freaks out and faint, suspicious.

As I start to theories about why he reacted so suddenly I he murmured I look down and Laf's starting to wake up . His eyes douttt open and I slowly sit him up, I look Angelica to go get a glass of water. She nods and walks to the kitchen, Eliza's stare following her " hey Laf, are you alright, you lost us for a moment" I whisper rubbing his back, he nods rubbing his head. Angelica sits next to me handing me a cold glass of water " here, this will make you feel a little better" I hand him the water and he takes it drinking is ever so slowly.

He lifts his head up meeting with Herc's and Alex's stare, he gasps and I quickly wrap my arms around him prepared if he faints again. He waves his hand for me to let go " we were really worried about you " Herc speaks up with eyes filled with pure worry-stress ( if that's not a word, now it is ) giving his hand to help me up ( no joke my parents just started playing perfect, Ed sheeran, I'm gonna cry 😭) . Laf takes it with a little hep from the both of us staring at me like a lost of child.

" you good now?" Herc says trying to lighten the mood, fixing his hoodie, slightly lifting his sleeves. Laf pulled them down and grabs me by the hand pulling me towards the bathroom, I turn around, Louis and Apollo are running after and Herc's just standing there, hurt.

We enter the bathroom, Apollo and Louis making it in as the door closes, and Lafayette locks the door slowly letting go of the handle. I look closer and I see a tear running down his cheeks.

Lafayette's POV
This is the moment. This is the time.

Here it goes.

" I need to tell you something" I stare

" yes " he steps closer

" and you can't tell anyone, not even Alex" I stare at his T-shirt, too nervous to look at him in the eye. He nods putting his hands on my shoulder

I seem to form what I'm trying to say into word and I start to break down, loud sobs escape my mouth. John rubs my back calming me down, I can feel the dogs rubbing their soft fur in my legs " don't cry everything I going to be alright " he reassures " is it about Herc?"

I shake my head

" Alex?"

Shake

"The girls?"

Shake

" me?"

Shake

" what is it?"

I do the boldest action I've ever done in my entire life.

I take hold of John's right hand he stares trying to catch my eyes but I avoid it. I pull it to my boobs, I'm wearing a sports bra because it was my rest day from my binders, and his eyes widen but not in a disgusted way but in an understanding way. More tears fall down and I ball out crying hugging John and he hugs back saying soothing words " let it all right, let it all right " I pull away finally look him in the eyes " I freaked out about the Marie because.......... that was me. Then the Washingtons helped me and that's why I was given the case" I hiccuped " back at home in Paris, my dad never like me because I said I wanted to be a garçon "it feels really good to tell someone but I might need about more time to tell the group.

John wipes away my tears and smiles kissing my on my forehead ( guys this is in a brotherly way so chill)  I control my breathing and clean up my face and I open the door going through my draw giving John one of my over size hoodie to cover up his T-shirt I drenched in my tears. I look back at the bathroom door and Louis and Apollo are walking side by side, Louis leaning his head in Apollo's shoulder. I wonder when that happened?

We go back to the group and Herc pracrally football tackles me into a hug and Alex looks at me angrily asking my " what did you guy talk about in the bathroom " I don't know what's up with him but As I think if a excuse but the the door rang.

Peggy jumps out of the kitchen skipping to the door humming 'dead girl walking ', she opens the door and the Pizza guy is waiting holding three pizzas " uhhhh, three pineapple pizzas for, HERC SQUAD?" I giggle and John sneakers as Peggy turns her head I disapproval but takes the pizza anyway.

" REALLY ' HERC SQUAD' what happened to ' THE PEGGYS'!!!" The girls roll their eyes at Peggy's comment Alex is looking at the pizza like its a dead rat, me and John are laughing out butts of but stop when we notice the squad are staring at us. Alex and Herc look upset but the girls look confused, we tilt our heads in unison but then ignore it and eat out pizza and I love pineapple on pizza.

The squad return back to their loudness around each other but me and John have our own conversation, we talk about the most randomest toipcs, like a time Louis got his head stuck in a toilet I don't know why I didn't talk to John any sooner.

John checks the time on his phone and he whimpers is my ear " you wanna crash at mine and we can talk more personal?" I think a few seconds before nodding, " Yo, Alex" John shouts above the everyone making the too go silent Alex hums yes in response " is it alright if Laf crashes at our dorm and you stay here with Herc?" He says standing up. He nods sadly but smile when he meets Johns eyes.

Now it's time for me to be dragged. Before he opens it I remember Louis, he's sleeping in my bed cuddling with Apollo, awwwwwww they're so cute together if feel really bad that I need to separate them but without Louis I feel broken..... but what is I?? " Herc can I take Apollo with me, mon ami?" I wait for a response " yeah sure". Excellent.

I grab my case, john says he's got some PJs at his place I can borrow, I also bring The Box, I always read it before I go to bed. It's the only memory of mom.

I wake you the boys and they wake up tired but they aren't complaining so it's not that bad.

We walk outside with all the stuff
I need and we get to John's dorm.

A/N
Sorry if this is really bad, I'm too lazy to edit it ( it's 23:34 ) but will in the morning.

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