NSFW ///When Vkook is bored ///

My Hero

Jungkook POV:

Me and Taehyung were waling through the night together. After his phone informed us about 'the package' we immediately headed to his house. Well I was dragged to his house actually. He seemed so excited about it that I was scared to admit to him, that indeed me, the kinky little shit, was hella nervous and scared.

It's not like i don't want to try these things out. I really do, but i feel weird. Kinda like you feel right before the rollercoaster goes down, or before you have to speak in front of the whole class.

I really trust Taehyung. Like with everything. He was always there for me. But does he really want to be with me 24/7? Since childhood he always protected me from bullies and other things. He would beat up everyone who made me cry since kindergarden.

I remember my first day at kindergarden. I was smaller as the other kids. The boys were making fun of me because everyone thought i was a girl at first. They would say things like

"If you are a boy show us your willy"

"Are you gay or something?"

"Why do you look like girl?"

"Can you transform into a women when you grow up?"

Little kids can be cruel. Most of the girls liked me though. They said i look pretty and wanted me to play with them all the time.

Well that caused the 'cool boys' to hate me. They started to push me and hit me. It was no big deal but little Kookie was really scared of these boys.

When the boys were bullying me again a slightly older boy showed up. He was taller that the boys who tried to hide my small form from the boy. When he pushed through them to see me, that's when i saw Kim Taehyung for the first time. He crouched down next to me and told me not to cry. He told me that everything is going to be okay now. He helped me up and hold my hand while he scolded the bullies. He was like some hero.

Since that day nobody dared to bully me or be mean to me.

And when somebody made me cry they had to run for their life. Well it's not like Tae would have actually killed them, but he scared them of all the time. I thought Taehyung was my hero, my everything back then. When he had to leave for school two years before me I was so scared of being alone again. But he was always there when my Mom picked me up from Kindergarden. And he would walk home together with me every time I had to go alone.

When I was old enough for school I was so excited to have more time with Taehyung again that I couldn't sleep the day before my first day. But when I entered the school together with Tae, there were so many people already coming to us and greeting him. Of course he made many friends while I wasn't there. Who wouldn't want to be friends with him.

A few girls came up to us and blushed while looking at Taehyung. They looked younger than him. Later I learned that these girls were actually in my class and of course head over heels for Tae.

He held my Hand and pushed us through the people to a small tree with some guys sitting under it.

He introduced me to Jin, Namjoon, Yoongi and Jimin then. He had told me that I could trust these four. The other kids here were kinds weird he said. And the girls were creepy. Later when I was in 6th Grade Hoseok came to our school and we became friends easily.

We all got older and so Tae didn't need to protect me all the time anymore. He was still kinda overprotective of me. When I started dating that girl back then, he was very vary of her. He asked her thousand questions and later on approved of me dating her. I really liked her so Taehyung probably said yes even though he sensed something was off on her. I will never forget his guilty look on his face when I showed up crying at his door. He said sorry so many times. He thought it was his fault for letting me get hurt. But Jin had told him that he can't protect me from everything. That I need to go through this too, to become an adult.

Taehyung knew Jin was right but still said sorry over and over. He held me as long as I was crying. I felt save when I was with Taehyung. I still do. But I felt like the first time I saw him. He was still my hero. And he will ever be.

Later I heard that somebody cut the ponytail off of the head of my ex-girlfriend. I knew that it was Tae. He knew that I really liked her hair, so he got rid of it. I laughed when he told me with crossed arms and a grumpy face that she deserved it. When I asked him what he did to the hair, he just bluntly answered that he had burned it.

Yes, Taehyung will always be my Hero.

I loved him since the first time I saw him. But the childlike love grew to something bigger. Something more mature and serious.

But does he even want to protect me all the time?

In his dream he said I should stop. But stop what?! I would stop breathing if he asked me to, so what should I stop to make him feel better?

I don't want to hurt him. Never. So, I need to find out what I need to stop and stop it.

Wow that sounds so messed up, but I guess that how your mind works when you are in Love. I still want to make Taehyung fall for me. I know it sounds selfish, but I don't want to be without him. Ever. I don't want to let him go. What should I do without him?

I am scared. Now I realized that I wasn't scared of the things that Taehyung is going to do to me, but of the things that will follow. I am scared of the consequences.

I am scared of loosing him.

Without noticing my grip on his hand got stronger, and he looked at me.

I could trust these eyes. And these eyes promised me that they would stay with me. I need to trust him. I am trusting him. But what should I do? It's normal that I'm worrying.

He smiled at me and I could feel my face flush. He gently stroked the back of my hand with his thump and kissed me on the head.

"Everything is gonna be okay."

His voice was soft and reassuring. I trusted his Voice. I nodded and started walking closer to him that before. The night air wasn't cold but felt like I would freeze to death without his warmth. Taehyung just gave me one of his signature boxy smiles and walked close to me.

We walked in comfortable silence for a few more minutes before we arrived at his little apartment. He let go of my Hand to open the door but took it right after the door was open again. It's like he feels my inner struggle. Together we stepped into his welcoming and warm apartment, where the package is already waiting for us. His neighbor got a key for stuff like that. The door closed behind us and I heard how Tae locked it.

Now there's so turning back more.

I need to trust him.

I am trusting him.

With everything.

New chapter with the backstory of the two ^^ 

Next Chapter will get steamy ;) 

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