She knows that what she is doing is not right, that she is not supposed to show so much of her true colours, but when Lena looks at her in that way, like everybody else seems to do, looking without really doing so. It enrages her. Makes her feel even more fake and sharp and empty and alone than she normally feels. With Lena it isn't like that most times, with Lena she normally feels free to not be this perfect pretty thing with sunshine smiles and bright puppy like eyes, she's just Kara and she can just be without pretending. So having Lena say that she is too good, too naive, too innocent and too pure and too oblivious enrages her. Her normally hidden, sharp edges and dull lifeless eyes, that had experience far too much loss, come to light and she looks at Lens while she dawns yet another large gulp of wine. Before Lena can down another one Kara takes the glass of her hands and finishes Lenas wine in one go. She looks at Lena with fire in her eyes and Lena can only stare at her in shock at her action and the sharpness she has rarely see in Kara's eyes. Without a word Kara lifts Lena off her stool in Sam's kitchen and carries her bridal style to bed and tells her to sober up and sleep, that she will find out who is the real culprit for poisoning children and they will pay for incriminating Lena, for hurting her this way.
And Kara does finds out, and she does something to him that does not satisfice her by far, but she makes do for the time being, after all she is incline to think that revenge is better serve cold, and her revenge would be serve icy cold and well calculated, she may be the Sunny Dorky Danvers for most people but she was Kryptonian above all, and if there's something that her Kryptonian traits makes her good at is plotting and keeping a grudge, and so she began planning how to utterly destroy Morgan Edge, and for the time being she would focus on being supportive of Lena and protect her like she promise.
The day Morgan Edge enters Catco accusing Lena of trying to kill him, she can't help but think that if Lena really wanted to kill him she would be far more subtle and most importantly she would succeed before he could go around accusing her of attempted murderer. She also can't help but feel happy that he didn't actually die, after all she intended on making him suffer for the rest of his live, death would be a gift compared to what she was planning for him. Though she did felt like killing him when he tried to kill Lena by poisoning her coffee.
When later that day James said that he knew Lena and hugged her, she felt like throwing him out the window, the hypocrite, he was the one to judge Lena the most without even giving her a chance and now, after a few days of letting her prove herself, he suddenly goes and acts like he's always being there and supportive of her. Yet another thing that enrages Kara.
Later that day Lena tell Kara about seen her mother and how she almost kills Edge, Kara doubts, she is not sure if she should answer with her true self or the one that she learnt to be in order to fit in. She looks at Lena, and decides that for once she want to be fully honest with her and not mask her way of thinking.
So Kara leans against the couch of what used to be Cat Grant's office and looks Lena in the eye with the sharpness of someone who lost her whole world at a far too young age and saw the last member of her real blood family (Since Clark was more human and just a guy she knew than her cousin) died in her arms and takes Lena in, who sits across from her, not sure of what Kara will say, she's really not used to Kara looking at her, or anyone really, the way she's looking at her now, it makes her nervous, because it reminds her that Kara hides a lot behind bright smiles and cheerful eyes. Kara is so much more than that and she knows that Kara doesn't let go of her masks and practice dorkiness (if that word even exists) easily and for no reason.
-I won't judge you for wanting to Kill him nor trying, I've wanted to do so myself and haven't because I think killing him would be a mercy compare with what I really want to do to him for hurting you. He hurt you and I promised that he would pay. And he will. I'll make sure of it Lena. However, next time you go trying to kill someone give me a heads up so I can give you an alibi, I would hate to have to break you out of prison or find a way to leak false evidence in orden to make them free you- Kara finish in a playful, teasing tone, but Lena saw how serious Kara's eyes were, how much she meant those words and she was bewildered.
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FanfictionShe knows that what she is doing is not right, that she is not supposed to show so much of her true nature, but when Lena looks at her in that way, like everybody else seems to do, looking without really doing so. It enrages her. Makes her feel even...