She knows that what she is doing is not right, that she is not supposed to show so much of her true nature, but when Lena looks at her in that way, like everybody else seems to do, looking without really doing so. It enrages her. Makes her feel even more fake and sharp and empty and alone than she normally feels. With Lena it isn't like that most times, with Lena she normally feels free to not be this perfect pretty thing with sunshine smiles and bright puppy like eyes, she's just Kara and she can just be without pretending... This is how it all started and somehow I manege to go from there to a Kara/Lena/Sam story. I really dont know how that even happen but well.. there's that. I just hate how everyone seems to expect Kara to be okay after everything she's gone true, I find hard to believe that she really is as 'fine' as she lets on. Specially if she does remember the Phantom Zone Like they say in canon.