between two hearts

Prologue

"Can u stop arguing with me????!!!!!" Taehyung said in irritation

"Tae im just-" i said but taehyung cutted me off

"Stop please!!!!!ugh!!!ur annoyed me!!!!u know irene is more understandable than u!!" He said in cold tone

Irene.......,again.........he always compared me to irene........everyday everytime when im with him....he always compare irene with me
Comparing me irene's personalities....

It hurts me more!!!i hate comparison!!!!
He's my boyfriend 'taehyung' i reaally loved him i cant live without him but still he always think his ex 'irene' not me!
It hurts so much!

I froze when taehyung said 'irene' again
I've had enough i cant take it anymore
It hurts so much i cant bear with it anymore
I loved u taehyung very much but i dont think that u loved me more than i do

"Stop comparing me with irene..." i said in a cold voice with a teary eyes

"How i can stop comparing u with irene when ur attitude is wrong!" He shouted

I really had enough

"STOP COMPARING ME WITH IRENE CAUSE ME AND HER ARE DIFFERENT PERSON!!!!!!!!" I shouted at him with anger and jealousy

"U DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH U HURT ME U DONT REALIZE HOW MUCH U HURT ME!!!!" I shouted again and started to cry non stop

"DONT U DARE COMPARE ME TO HER ATTITUDE CAUSE MY ATTITUDE AND HERS ARE DIFFERENT U ALWAYS COMPARING HER ATTITUDE WITH ME!!!!!!EVEN THOUGH MY ATTITUDE IS RIGHT!!!!!" I shouted and sobbing non stop

He speechless he cant speak even a one word

"I'VE HAD ENOUGH IT HURTS SO MUCH!" I still shouting and sobbing non stop

"N-now im a-asking u.." i tried to calm my voice but it failed

"D-do still l-love h-her??" I asked him

Pls say no i cannot bear with it if u left me heart broken....
I might killed myself
Pls say no

"Y-yes i do still loved her........i j-just used u...i-i though im gonna moved on b-but i guess not......i-i s-still loved irene" taehyung said stuttering

I still loved irene

I still loved irene

I still loved irene

That word still repeating in my mind

Now he said it...it hurts me so much....
I wanted to die already......

After he said that
My mind went blank.....

I just realized that im crying sobbing nonstop

My legs are now weak......

Then i saw taehyung walking away like nothing happend but saw his eyes are watery

Leaving me dumbfounded in the park
Crying and sobbing non stop

Now he really left me....he didnt comeback...he just used me
He still loved irene....i cant take it.....he let go of me...he let go of our relationship

I fell my knees in rough ground making me have a bruise in my knees but i dont care anymore im lost hugging myself

It started to rain...raining non stop
My favorite weather

Im shivering its too cold....my body are cold like a dead person

While im sobbing crying nonstop
I took my pocket knife........

Then i cut my wrist with the knife
The cuts are too big and deep

Making me blurred and went black
My body landed in the ground while raining hard with a 3 deep cut in my wrist dripping alots of bloods nonstop

The pocket knife droped in the floor

My lips are now pale and dry
I tried to open my eyes but it failed cause my sorrounding are now black
I closed my eyes