Short Stories...

All wonky. All gone.

My head is all wonky.
My body too short.
My mind is reeling.
Must stop and report.
Tell Ana I'm binging.
Tell the mirror I'm hated.
My thoughts keep talking.
Maybe death is belated.
I love my baby brother.
I can't leave if I care.
But darling you feel worthless.
Maybe it's fair.
Fair to myself?
I let myself go.
Look at that image.
Can't let yourself show.
Your thoughts talk louder.
They cloud up your life.
Don't do this, do that
There is no use in this strife.
I'm struggling.
I'm battling.
I'm failing.
I'm falling.
Can't stop this now.
Sweet escape is calling.
Destroy your body
So it matches your mind.
No, eat and sleep
This is your vessel, be kind.
Please hold me.
I'm afraid I'll lose this fight.
If I don't better soon.
You'll wake up to a fright.
I'll be dead.
I'll be gone.
My head might be blown.
I'll be poisoned.
Be bloody.
Do it all on my own...
Please help me.
The reflection I see is
Scaring me.
My head is all wonky.
I'll curl up and cry.
My mind is all reeling.
I'm going to die.