cloudburst ◇ j.jg + k.th

ten

"jimin, he called me cute!"

"mhm."

"a-and, and..." taehyung panted out through his phone, talking as if he had just ran a marathon. "he kissed me on the cheek!"

"okay."

"jimin, stop painting your goddamn nails or i'll throw away your nail polish!"

"geez, fine, fine. you're paying for that stuff if you do throw it out. it's expensive-"

"i was joking, idiot. now, help me!" taehyung wailed out, almost tempted to throw a fit.

"what do you want me to help you with? there's really nothing i can do," jimin replied, yawning while still secretly painting his nail with a graceful pink color. "do you want me to give you a 'good job,' or something?"

"no, i want you to tell me what to do in this current situation. i don't even know what to do at this point, jimin!"

jimin groaned with obvious annoyance in his voice. "listen, tae, it's pretty obvious what you should be doing. talk about it."

"no, i'm not doing that! all of this is going way too fast for me, and- ugh, you're really no help. i'm hanging up." taehyung pouted.

"i've been wanting you to do that since the start of this damn call..." jimin mumbled, and thankfully, taehyung couldn't hear the complaint he spoke.

after he had angrily ended the call with a fiery burn in his eyes, he laid back on his bed. he was feeling a spur of emotions rush towards his head, and he felt overwhelmed. anger decorated his face, but sadness took over his insides with a pinch of unknown happiness settling in. just what did jeongguk think of him? he touched the spot jeongguk had placed his lips on ever so softly, and he sighed.

he also looked over the other side, seeing a certain ball of fur staring up at him curiously, its tongue sticking out ever so slightly. he didn't know what to do: coo at the fact that such a small and tiny puppy was staring up at him with doe eyes, or if he should have a breakdown right then and there. he chose both.

he held the puppy right in his hands, letting his thoughts consume him, and they weren't for the better. he imagined fucking up something when meeting up with jeongguk, if he even met him again, and then never being able to see him since he messed up and now jeongguk's disgusted in him. he thought of so many nameless situations where he would say something and not even seconds later, jeongguk's walking out on him with negative emotions splayed across his face.

"i'm gonna mess everything up, aren't i?" he breathed out, digging his face further into the animal's fur. "maybe... maybe i need a break from all this."

he was wallowing in his own mind until a familiar 'ding' sound arose from his phone. he looked over, watching the screen light up with his home screen of him and jimin enjoying a day at the beach. he let out a melancholic smile at the memory, but he clicked on the notification, not realizing it was a text from him: jeongguk.

jeongguk;
hey

taehyung closed his phone out of pure embarrassment, quickly putting it down as fast as he had looked at it. he didn't care that he left the poor boy on read, he simply buried his face in the pillow even further, holding onto the pomeranian carelessly while smothering himself.

'maybe i do need a break.'

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"namjoon, he left me on read- yes, i called him! five times, too, and he didn't pick up to any one of them!" an irritated jeongguk practically yelled out into his phone. "god, you're awful at comforting me. i'm hanging up."

"jeongguk, wait-"

a 'beep' soon followed, leaving a frantic, yet frustrated namjoon interrupted by an ended call. jeongguk threw his phone on his bed, the electronic bouncing softly on the mattress and landing with a quiet thud. he crashed on his mattress shortly after, putting his face in his hands hopelessly.

jeongguk's thoughts raced through his head, never ending like an hourglass stuck in a constant loop. god, he probably fucked up really badly.

ever since he met taehyung, he viewed the boy as a one of a kind, and looked at him like he was the cutest thing in the world, albeit his first impression of taehyung's deep voice startled him quite a bit. he couldn't believe he had the audacity to bring him into a damn flower hill, comforted him while he was sleeping, and even gave him a damn peck on the cheek for crying out loud.

and fuck, his cute personality made him want to hold him even tighter in his arms. the way his eyes crinkled like stars and his box-like smile lit up when something cheered him up or just made him a little bit joyful had jeongguk absolutely weak on his knees. don't even get him started on his bubbly laugh either-

was jeon jeongguk whipped? maybe. possibly. probably.

yes, he was, and jeongguk was not afraid to admit that to anyone, although admitting that to taehyung, however- that was an answer he was extremely wary about considering the situation and mindset he was caught up in at the moment. he massaged his temples in defeat as he struggled to think of a way to start over, or at the very least, try to apologize in some sort of last minute fashion like he's always done.

namjoon had always told him to face his fears and problems head on, but that was easier said than done. right now, though, it was like he was being forced and somewhat pushed into doing it if he wanted this to be as straightforward as possible. he was worried, no doubt; was he bothering taehyung if he went on with this? he didn't want to harm taehyung's feelings and make their relationship worsen even more.

then again, their relationship in itself was a total mystery.

jeongguk widened his eyes as he sat up from his bed. he blankly looked up to the ceiling, almost as if he was hopelessly searching for an answer from someone, then gazed at his phone that laid on the bed.

'i'm fixing this, taehyung.'

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this was sort of just a filler chapter to get to get ppl hyped up if there even are any ppl reading this anymore oops lol

since school is also starting now, i wont be able to update as much ?? ?/ ?  ? ? like i dont even know y im telling u guys this if i didnt even update much at all this summer

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