✴Crazy✴ Namjin

~

It's been a week since it happened.
After coming back to this stupid mental hospital, Jin overdosed.
Why?
Because he couldn't live without you.
The same way you couldn't without him.
Everyone in our group was released the day before it happened, too.
If only I wasn't so selfish.
If only I hadn't loved Jin-hyung..
Maybe things would be different.
If only I hadn't caused Jin to be moved into a new ward.
I thought I loved him just as much as you did.
The only difference is that you were ready to die for him.
To die without him.
Maybe if I never loved Jin, you two wouldn't be in graves.
Right next to each other.
Should I join you guys?
No, right?
I have to be there for Yoongi, Jungkook, Taehyung, and Hoseok still.
Until we meet again though, Joon-hyung.

~ Jiminie