Hamilton X Reader One Shots (in editing)

Why Y/n, why?

K um John x depressed reader!
Requested by: FloratheCATT

Trigger warning: suicide

Y/n Pov

I was walk through the hall with whispers and glares thrown at me. "What a Bitch, JUST DIE ALREADY!!" "No one needs you here you worthless whore!" "Waste of space"

Every day those insults thrown at my face, scaring me further than I already am I have nothing to live for nothing to just love.

Both of my parents are dead, I have no more family no more friends and no more hope.

Johns pov

I was walking down the hallway when Y/n walked by I said what I needed too to fit in "waste of space" I spat she just looked at me cold and her eyes dull. Im sorry love I'm sorry I have to do this

I had to, I threw a paper at her it said "KILL YOURSELF WHORE" I'm sorry. She just looked emotionless at the paper below her. Then the bull rung

-time skip brought to you by A turtle 🐢-

Y/n

When I was finished reading the crumpled piece of paper I threw it away. Often I'm upset that I can't fall in love I guess that avoids the stress of falling out of it..

I hope Johns's proud of me because I am going to finally follow everyone's advice. No one ever loved me right? Just no one

I can't believe I'm about to do this I tied the rope to the hook on the ceiling. I wrote a letter got on the stool and kicked the stool
Finally free

The next day

Johns pov
News of her suicide spread like wildfire and no one knows what the letter says until it was read aloud by the principal

Hey anyone who cares to read this I'm sorry for existing and being a waste of space so I'm doing what my peers told me to do... get rid of the nuisance that is my self. I wish to not dwell on the topic any more look at yourself at this very moment think of what you have done just think I only have one wish don't bully someone else after I'm gone use this as a lesson. Learn from your mistakes. Just forget about me also I just wanted to say something to John Laurens I hope being popular was worth it.

Y/n

I cried out loud everyones eyes where on me I started having a break down. My fake friend tried to help me. I told them " GET AWAY YOUR JUST A FAKE FRIEND SHE WAS A REAL ONE A PERSON WHO UNDERSTOOD ME I LOVEF HER!" They just looked at me shocked

Why y/n Why?