Remember.

Chapter 6

                 Don't Run Away.
        Heyo readers. I know I left you guys hanging and I'm sorry. But a hundred reads I'm surprised. I thought no-one was going to read this. That means I'm doing a great job. As a thanks I'm going to make this chapter steamy the smut is in later chapters. Now this chapter is going to focus on Tobirama and why he's acting like a coward. Please don't hate him because I love him. Now you get to understand what's going on.
                   Tobirama's POV
           I sat down watching Madara who had been asleep for hours. I wonder what's going on in your head? He asked himself. If only you could see mine. He drew his chair closer to the bed. He had been trying to ignore that feeling eating away at his heart, but he couldn't do it. That stupid feeling he ignored for months that constantly hovered above him. Guilt.
          He had to do what he had done. There was no other way. Madara was going to make a stupid decision all because of one emotion. Love. That would have been very stupid.
                    Flashback
          What did you just say? Tobirama asked. He spent a whole two minutes before asking that question. Maybe he wasn't hearing right. There was no way... I said can I take you to dinner, Madara cut his thinking short.
            If this is some kind of joke, I am not amused. It isn't, Madara reassured him. He tried releasing in case it was a gengutsu, but it wasn't. Honestly Tobirama!! Can't a guy like me ask you out. Tobirama quirked his brow. Knowing you no, he replied. He saw how Madara's mouth fell and how his brows went past his forehead.
                It's not my fault. The two of us don't have the best relationship. We're not even friends. So are you saying no? Madara asked. I just want to clarify if I said no, Tobirama said curiosly. Well it'd kind of bad.
                I went all out. I mean I went out of my way to ask you. Everyone knows I'm not patient and I "tend" to lash out all the time. Well now I'm not even yelling and I'm not throwing insults or trying to kill you. I'm actually calm and have been practicing non stop on how to ask you. Madara bowed his head.
               That was really something, Tobirama thought. He wanted to say no. He really did, but unfortunately he has a heart and Madara was behaving like a child. Don't be a whiner, he sighed. I'll go with you, he said.
             Madara looked surprised. Are you serious? He asked. I was expecting you to say no, he said looking like a confused puppy. You weren't the only one, Tobirama mumbled. Great!! Madara yelled in victory. It's a date, he said. Don't push your luck! Tobirama growled. You won't regret it, he said running out of the office. Nothing good was going to come of this.
            Later that evening, Madara took him to a restaurant in the Akimichi district. They were getting a lot of weird looks. A lot of people don't have anything better to do, Tobirama thought.
            That night, it was in a way interesting. They didn't talk about business, but about different things. More about themselves than business. Madara walked him to his house totally ignoring the dirty looks from the Senju.
            So can we do this again? Madara asked. And this time can it be a date. Tobirama hummed thoughtfully. Well tonight wasn't horrible. Okay, he said. He watched as Madara skipped away with his head in the clouds.
             Tobirama sighed. What did I just do? He asked burying his face in in his palms. I hope I'm not going to have regrets later.
               Time-skip
        Tobirama was in Hashirama's study. He was enjoying the peace and quiet, when he felt the happy and active chakra of his brother. Hashirama kicked the door open. Tobirama! Hashirama's loud voice yelled. Are the rumours true? He asked dragging him by the front collar of his yukata.
            You always had a knack of getting caught in gossip. By the way Hashirama I don't care to know. But it's about you, he said losing the playfulness in his voice. Are you with Madara? He asked.
              Tobirama hadn't given it any thought. Were he and Madara a thing? He had never thought about it. They had gone on many dates so one could say that. I think the villagers should mind their business.
               So is it true? Hashirama asked. I think so, he said. Has he...done? Tobirama looked at him weird. You know the stuff. What stuff?   Tobirama asked. You know has he...did he...the thing...with you. Make sense Hashirama!!
                 Has he taken you to bed. Taken me to bed? Tobirama asked tilting his head in confusion. Tobirama's cheeks turned pink instantly. Why would you ask me that? That is private. Sorry, Hashirama said raising his hands in defense. I'm just asking if he had seen it.
             Tobirama sighed. You know that you have to tell him one day. He hadn't thought that far. Don't worry Hashirama I'll take care of it. You know if he hurt you I can handle him, he said. There's no need for that, he said. I can handle it.
              That same night, he and Madara went out. After dinner Madara wanted to walk him home. They were at his front door, and he was about to go inside, when Madara held him by his arm. What is it? Tobirama asked.
                It's nothing, Madara said. I'm...it's just...oh forget it. He sighed and pulled him in close for a kiss. Tobirama tensed at first, but he closed his eyes and wrapped his arms round Madara's neck and kissed back.
                 It started with just moving of lips very innocent, until Madara involved his tongue. The only reason they parted was so they could breathe. Tobirama's lip were already swollen from kissing and were now pink. Tobirama licked his bottom lip. Goodnight Madara, he said and closed his door slowly not breaking eye contact with Madara.
             Time-Skip
      As their relationship progressed, so did the gossip and the rumors. None of the clans agreed with their relationship. He didn't care what they were saying about him. He had heard a lot growing up. First was his skin color and then there was his other problem. He hated what they said about Madara. They had made peace now so why not let go. He and Hashirama had lost loved ones too.
            Now he sat in a private onesen. Hashirama had one installed in each of their houses. He just wanted to forget everything. He then felt Madara's chakra. He stood up quickly and grabbed a towel. Of all times for him to visit.
             He rushed into his room. As soon as he entered, he heard his front door open. Tobirama! Madara yelled. Where are you? Tobirama quickly put on his shirt and walked outside. Why are you yelling? Tobirama asked. I am because I'm excited to see my love.
               Tobirama only sighed. What just happened? Madara asked. You didn't roll your eyes or insult me. What's wrong? He asked.Tobirama sat on a futon. You heard, didn't you? It's hard not for one not to.
                You shouldn't listen to them. I don't care what they say about me, he said. I'm used to it. It's what they say about you. It's hurtful even from your own kinsman. Madara sat on the futon by his side. I don't care what they say either.
                If they have the guts, they should come and say it to my face. Peace took time and that's how it's going to be for a relationship with a Senju and an Uchiha. Do your clan elders approve? Tobirama asked. You are clan head after all.
              They want me to get married. They gave me two options. If I don't leave you, I won't be clan head. If I leave you I have to get married and that's the only way I'll be clan head.
               Then let's end it, Tobirama said calmly. Madara quirked his brow. In a relationship, Two people have to make decisions. I don't want to end things with you, Madara said with a smile. I love you and I would give up my post just to be with you. I'm being honest.
               You would give up all that, all you've fought for, for me? He asked with blown pupils. You are the most important thing in my life now. I don't want to lose you. I want to marry you and be by your side till the end.
               Tobirama didn't know what to say. I swear all you Uchiha's are just so emotional, he said looking away. He looked back at Madara and hugged him. Never in his life would he had thought he would have found love. But love found him in the form of a love stricken fool.
              As a Ninja you didn't need love or other emotions. They just slow you down. And the more you have emotions the more they make you weak because you won't be able to handle their loss and it could lead to death.
               He built walls around himself and didn't show emotions making the village think he was heartless. Madara tore down those walls one by one. He was in love.
                They sat there just hugging  eachother. Comforting each other. Tobirama kissed him with so much love. Madara smirked and kissed back getting comfortable above him.
                Madara made him lay down and he continued kissing him. Tobirama pulled him close and pressed against him. He could feel Madara's arousal that was when he remembered a very important detail. He tried to say it, but Madara's touch and kisses were making him go crazy.
            He ran his fingers through Madara's hair. That was when Madara  kneed him in his genital. He gasped and yelled "stop". Madara had a confused face. What happened? He asked. Tobirama was panting. There's something about me you don't know.
              You have to understand I was born like that. It wasn't only my albinism I was judged for growing up. What is it? Madara asked. I don't have  what you have, he blurted out. Meaning? Tobirama used his knee to press against his arousal. That, he said.
              I understand if you want to stop, he said. Madara was shocked. So you're a female? He asked. No, he replied. I'm a guy just a different genital (I don't know the condition it's called forgive me) I believe it's intersex. And you're telling me this now, Madara said. I'm sorry, he said.
           Tobirama hugged him. I'm sorry,  he whispered in a very low and seductive voice. I love you, he said as he licked his ear. He ground his lower half against him. Forgive me, he whispered. Madara smirked and continued.
             Normal POV
         No matter what Tobirama could never forget that night and the other many times after that. Madara was a sex god. Tobirama had to cross his legs because of the feeling he was having now. Just from thinking. Is that how much he has an effect on you.
         Tobirama sighed and got up. He looked outside the window. It was already sunset. He looked at Madara and held his hand. Madara if you can hear me I want you to get up now. This isn't you. You are stronger than this so please wake up. Madara! He yelled. Nothing. Madara!! Still nothing. Madara!!!
               Madara's POV
        I was glaring at the dream Tobirama who was looking back at me unfazed. Why didn't you tell me? I asked. Excuse me. I'm in your head. You should ask Tobirama that. Suddenly I heard a voice and everywhere began to turn white. What's happening? Madara asked. Who's calling me?  That voice sounds familiar.
              I felt a hand in mine and I squeezed it on instinct. I heard someone gasp and the hand was trying to pull away. I held on harder. When I opened my eyes I saw red. I was looking into red eyes.
               Those red eyes belonged to none other than Tobirama. He had an annoyed face. Uchiha...Shut up! Madara cut him off. He grabbed Tobirama and pulled him onto him and quickly switched their positions.
            Now tell me Tobirama why you hid everything from me. What are you talking... Don't lie Tobirama. Don't make it worse than you already have. Let go of me Madara! Tobirama said. Let go! He yelled kicking him off and running outside. Tobirama! Madara yelled. Don't run away!!!
             When he got outside there was no sign of Tobirama. Madara, he heard Hashirama call him. Madara glared at him with his sharingan. Why did you go with it?! Why did you all go with it?!  Madara yelled. I can't tell you that Madara. You have to go to him. I still haven't forgiven all of you, Madara said breaking of into a run.
 

     I know it's long but it was worth it. I had to clear everything up and made sure you guys understood. Please comment.