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Picture: Julie Gomez
Ava's POV

I wake up and and see Simon staring at me. I close my eyes before he could notice I was awake. I wonder if he remembers anything from when we first met. I really really hope he does. It sucks knowing someone you love will never love you back. I mean do i really know if he does or not though? What if he also loves me and just didn't tell me?

Simon's POV

I love watching her sleep. I don't care if that sounds creepy, she just looks so beautiful when she sleeps. I wonder if she likes me back. I mean I know i'm an attractive guy and i know i''m nice and cocky. We seem to be really good friends. Something big must have had to happen. I hope i remember soon. She is just great even if i barely know her. I want to remember so badly but i just can't and its so frustrating. I wish i was never in that stupid car accident. I just wish i could go back and look where i was going and not be such an idiot.

Angela's POV

I'm really worried about Simon. He might be better friends with Ava but we were still really good friends. I hope he remembers the good times we had. And i really hope he remembers what happened with Ava because that's kinda what brought us all together. Even if what happened was horrible.

Neither of them know this but I ship them so fucking hard. They are just so cute together! I really hope once Simon gets his memory back they date because I'll be really upset if they don't.

1 day later..
Ava's POV
Ugh. I have to go to school. I wake up throw on some clothes and go downstairs and see Simon sitting on the chair next to the counter. "Hey Ava, I got home last night really late. Didn't want to wake you." Simon says.

"That's okay. I'm just glad you're home!" I say going over and giving him a big hug. We both laugh because of how hard I hugged him. I have a good grip okay?

I eat breakfast and say bye to Simon. When we were eating I told him some of the stuff we've done and random things. I, um told him about what happened to me too. That was awkward. He hugged me and then spaced out. I think he remembered telling me or saving me or something.

I arrive at school and go to my locker. No one really knows I got r-raped. Not something I'd like to admit to anyone. They only people that know are my roommates, my best friend Julie, and obviously him. It hurts to even think about him. I...I don't like to think about it.

I get tapped and the shoulder and see Julie standing there. She's wayyyy too cool for me but somehow she is my best friend. "Hey babe!" She says. "Heyy" I say. Ever since it happened I've been even more awkward.

We're going down the hall and we pass the "bad boy" group. They are the most popular guys in the school. They're also the hottest. They're also best friends with Simon. They also hit on every girl in the school. Thank god not me. They've seen me with Simon but never really interact with me that much. Maybe a Hey every once in a while.

Cam Woods

Alex Malone

Luke Chandler

Evan Serluco

As I walk down the hall they spot me and walk over. They all look down at me(they are like 6 feet or higher and I'm like 5'6) "hey guys..?" I ask. They all ask if Simons okay and if he's coming back to school. "Yeah. Guys, about that. Simon has lost all of his memory from the past 6 months. He has gained some of them over the past few days but it could take up to 6 months for them all to return. But he is returning on Monday." I say and they all, one by one, hug me.

"Thanks guys. I know he was your friend too so if you guys need anything I'm here." I say. "Thanks Ava. We really appreciate it. If you and Julie want to come sit with us at lunch you can. We really enjoy your company." Cam says. "Yeah your a million times better than those sluts that try to get with us." Luke says. *cough* Alexis *cough* Every one laughs at that. Alexis is the most popular and sluttiest girl at our school. I've only been here for a few months but I still know everything.

A couple hours later and it's lunch. We were gonna sit at their lunch table because I hate attention but then Luke calls out and says to come sit with them. I can't say no so I go over their and sit.

"Hey Ava!" everyone says in unison. I giggle a little at that. "Hey guys." I say. "Where's Julie?" Cam says. I can tell he has a huge crush on her. "She had to make up a quiz, sorry." I say. He looks a little upset but he goes on with the conversation they were having before I came. Something about sports or wrestling or whatever. I don't know and I don't care. All I pay attention to is my food.

I'm obsessed with food. Which is bad but i have a really good metabolism so I think I'll be fine. I'm really skinny. Even though I eat like everything.

Lunch ends and we all go our separate ways to class.

Simons POV
I'm home alone and I've been gaining memories back all day. It's crazy. I'm not supposed to be getting them back this early but I've been remembering shit from the last 4 months. Only 2 months to go. I remember what happened that night. Me saving Ava. Her crying in my arms the next day. All of our times together.

It may be impossible that I'm gaining these memories back but I don't care. I want to remember. I want this to be over so I can remember the day of the crash. I just want to remember...

Well no one reads this anymore😬😭 I'm still gonna write. Hopefully I can pick this story up because it sucks. Sorry guys. I shouldn't even be writing I suck so much ugh😬😬