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•thirteen•

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Its been 2 weeks since i had that talk with Angela and im worried. Luke and I have been out on like 2 more dates since the other one and i hang out with Simon almost everyday. Simon has remembered almost almost everything since before the car crash. He remembered everything except for the week of the crash. He's been really really flirty and cocky lately. But thats probably because he's remembering everything but yeah.

I'm in my room catching up with homework when Simon walks in. "hey Si, whats up" i say turning around in my desk chair. "Nothing just wanted to say hi" he says. Somethings up with him. I get up and sit next to him on my bed. "whats wrong? i can tell somethings bothering you" is say putting my hand on his shoulder.

"I don't like you hanging out with Luke. I don't want another guy to hurt you like he did." Simons says. I'm really glad he didn't say his name. Flashes from that night go to my head. I quickly push them away. "Simon, Luke isn't gonna hurt me, you know that. He's one of your best friends." I say. I'm really happy he cares for me but i know Luke won't hurt me. "I know, I just needed a reason for you not to hangout with him.." Simon says. Is he jealous???!!! Fuck i don't know what to say and he has his head down.

I pull his chin up and look him strait in the eyes and say "I will always be your best friend no matter what and we will always be together no matter who i hang out with. I love you and you're my best friend." He looks shocked and then he kisses me! I don't pull away as we kiss each other.

We move up the bed with him on top of me as we continue to make out. I shouldn't be doing this. Its not like im dating Luke but it still feels like cheating. I don't know what im doing. We stop as Simon takes off his shirt. We continue and i feel his hands roaming around my stomach wanting to take my shirt off. Then he does.

Simons POV

I can't believe we're doing this right now. I take off Ava's shirt. I can feel her getting self conscious. I start kissing at her chest and neck. All of a sudden she freaks out and gets out of the bed. "I-i'm sorry i can't." She says putting her shirt back on. "im sorry, i didn't mean to.." I say feeling really guilty. I shouldn't have gone that far with her. I know what that bastard did to her and i shouldn't have even kissed her. Dumbass!

"i'm really sorry Ava, i wasn't thinking. " I say. "Its alright Si, that was my fault too. I shouldn't have gotten that far anyway. I have to finish my homework so if you would go?" She says. I get it, she has to think. "Yeah, ill see you later." I say walking out of her room and closing it.

Ava's POV

I can't believe that just happened. Oh my god, what did i do. I'm having a panic attack as my mom walks in. "Honey are you okay??" she says running over to me. I tell her everything, from the kiss a couple months ago to what just happened now. I left out him taking off my shirt because she'll throw him out if i did. "Wow, i mean i knew something was up but wow." She says kinda shocked. "yeah..." I say.

"Well honey, I think he really does love you. He came to see me after... what had happened to you... and he apologized even though it wasn't his fault at all." My mom says. I can't believe my ears. He apologized?? Why would he even do that? Its not Simons fault, its J-Jakes. "he did?" I say still shocked. "yeah, he did. He is such a sweet boy. He really cares about you sweethart. But i know you really like this Luke you're always talking about. I'd really like him to come over and have dinner with us. Just you, me, and him." My mom says. "i mean i could ask him" i say. He'll definitely say yes. He's been wanting to meet my mom.

"Okay honey. Let me know." She says walking out of the room. I realized that i'm not panicking anymore. Man, i love my mom. She knows how to distract me when i'm upset.

I finish my homework and i get ready for my date with Luke. Yes, i have a date a couple hours after i just made out with my best friend. Fuck. He's coming over here because we had a date somewhere else but i told him about my mom and he so excited i invited him over. Mary is making some spahgetti and meatballs for dinner.

To be honest i'm really excited for him to come over. Everyone is staying in their room tonight because my mom told them to. That was hilarious. Andrew and Ethan were already hanging out in Andrews room making out and watching netflix

Angela is at a friends house, Will and Simon are the only ones here. They're staying in their rooms all night anyway. I'm putting on clothes when the doorbell rings. I finish my light makeup and fix my hair. I head downstairs and Luke is sitting on the couch talking with my mom. This night is going to be eventful...

TO BE CONTINUED... ahh i loved this. I can't wait to see what this night has in store for Ava...eeeee im so excited sorry. Haha i love both relationships but i finally figured out which one is going to last. To be honest i spinned a bottle and which ever side it landed on was that relationship. I can't wait to see how i play this out! ~Ava