Envy (Princeton short love story)

Ok I and princeton have been dating for 7 mouths but we've been in love for 2 mouths and the only people who know is his mangers and MB .He told TM that he had a GF but he never said who it was and TM has Been trying to figure it out ever since.But We slipped up and last night you were in  a window area at red lobster last night and there's pictures of you ever where of twitter,facebook,tumblr,etc. And there's no good comments all there is death threats i'm talking if i see you with princeton death threats like assignations going down.And I can't build the courage to tell princeton the fans know so you whip your tears of your face get dressed and wack your baby up.You Keep calling his name say jaci jaci whack up it almost time for you to go. and he grabs you and throws you over him onto the bed and climbs on top of you with a sexy ass smile he always does like he's about to get some he starts kissing my neck and by the time you know it he's down to my chest and i've already got a hickey from last night i said and he says well you won't mind another one as we both laughed and then someone knocked on the door it was my big bro prod telling him he said get yo  ass out the bed before we miss breakfast an prince screams i'm coming nigga as I laugh in his face.

you both get down stairs you and princeton holding hands tight smiling like idiots as ray say's. as you tell him you'll see him later you go to walmart just to past by time while he's at a radio interview and you'll meet him at 3:30 but it's 1:54 and your wishing you wouldn't have to wait another min.But you Do your almost there for the Meet and greet with your fan's and his fan's.As soon as you walk up you get the looks from everybody but you don't know how your the only one that notices.So fan comes up and get in between you and princeton and smiles  so you do the same all of a sudden you hear 5 gun shots and everybody ducks and weaves after except for you. and everything sounds weird like you under water or something and everybody looks at you except for prince until he does. but when he does your look up at him and you realize your on you knees and you fall as you do you see ray and prod crying while there above you and all your really focused on is the ceiling. and every thing turns blue and you open you eyes and Walter has you in his arms running to a truck you assuming its and ambulance because you see light princeton and prod jump in with you while princeton still you noticed hasn't dropped a tear while prod is losing it .

your at the hospital everyone is crying you look out the window of your hospital room you see everybody crying except for princeton he looks like he's whispering something under his breath but i cant tell because his hands are together like he's praying over his mouth and then i saw a tear. and then i saw nothing just black in my thoughts and i couldn't move anything only time my eyes would open is if i was shacking and i realized anytime i would shake is was actually having a seizure. as i'm getting closer to death princeton came in my room with the doctor the Doctor said she can't hear you but she won't respond. And all the tears stated coming down even more during this hole time i wished my eyes where open and know they are i wont them closed i didn't want to see his cry as i made my bed in heaven with no option of do i want to go or not. He garbed a chair and sat next to me he started talking about our kids and how many and names we talked about as if i just Brock my leg or something but we both knew he knew i wasn't going to make it out of here alive he start talking about how we needed to play rock paper scissors on were we were going to live New york,or LA next to his mom and family and was smiling but he couldn't tell no one can i felt bad i could'nt do anything i was just look at him with tears coming from my eyes and he whipped them for me and i felt in peace as i lied there wondering what his kids would look like and what he would name them and who would be the mother the wife Beauty came past my mind a few times hoping that she would treat him like a king because i know how sensitive he is with love and life.

I felt this one coming like a sneeze but worse. and i couldn't help but to squeeze his hand and the Doctor let him stay and hold it while they were giving me CPR  all i did was start praying for his future and how he'd please keep moving on as if never existed in his life or prod or roc or ray or anyone because i had a big effect ON his world like what will people say on twitter on facebook on tumblr about how i died will i go out with respect or all of team mindless thinking i deserved it. And all of a sudden i hoped up and look at princeton and at the door were my brothers Roc and them where and i said goodbye as the Doctor put me down and the last word i heard everyone say was.WHY.